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    It is more difficult, perhaps, to bear with fortitude the little daily trails of life, than great calamities, because we summon up all our spiritual and moral strength to resist the latter... 

    Upon faced with the culmination of Mori's plan, Dazai does not go to Odasaku's side. Instead, he relieves Mori of his duties.

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  3. Public Bookmark 80

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    It’s happening more and more often these days.
    He’s been living with this curse as long as he can remember, the ache behind his eyes never falling below a certain point, a constant reminder of what will happen if he ever once allows himself to set down all it is he carries. He’s been furious, terrified, heartbroken; he’s let his hands grow so tainted that he hesitates to touch the world, let the black in his soul harm those closest to him, let it drive him to secrets and cruelties and forbidden spells in pursuit of a cure, of answers, of just one more day to try. Qifrey has ruined beautiful things and prevented new ones from being born, has rent himself into a shape that breaks through the world, has stolen each new moment of his life or paid for it in blood and memories. He has crafted a life of suffering and placed everything he cares about atop its precarious sill.
    In the past month, Qifrey has had to fight back blooms and branches more times than in the entire year preceding it, and he has no idea why.

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    29 May 2026

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    Qifrey doesn't respond— he doesn't have anything to say. All of a sudden, he is so very tired. So dreadfully exhausted that it weights on his shoulders and makes them slump. Like a lead vest. Like a mile of water above him. Like the weight of a petty little childhood promise.

    Something's the matter with him right now.

    I hate you, he lies, and then the opposite, I wish you never met me.

    "Olly," he says, soft and sweet, "Let go of me."

    Qifrey has a little mental break. What could go wrong?

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    On a good day, Olruggio makes it to bed before sunrise. On a great day, Qifrey shoos him into their bed at what may even be a healthy time.

    Olruggio had just finished his latest commission early, had a delicious dinner, and been smacked on the head for even joking about going back to work.

    “You're terrible and a nuisance,” Olruggio grouses as he slips into his soft silk pajamas to cuddle with his wonderful husband in their new bed.

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