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Seen. That small, clinical word beneath his text feels heavier than it should. Rozanov has read his message, has processed that information, so by this time he must have made a conscious decision to not reply to Shane. He doesn’t know why this is bothering him so much. He has no right to be upset, he is not entitled to Rozanov’s time nor constant attention. They are not… together, he isn’t even sure if they count as close—as friends.
And yet, he keeps staring at his phone, feeling the familiar and prickling discomfort under his skin. Why isn’t Rozanov replying?
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He hasn’t prepared for any of this—for the tenderness that follows the storm, only for the storm to sweep away everything again. He doesn’t know how to deal with Rozanov’s confusing words and contradicting actions, with both fire and ice, both closeness and distance, all at the same time.
Every time Shane feels like he manages to understand Rozanov a little, the pattern shifts, and he is once again left with splintered pieces that don’t make sense.
Or: All the messages Shane sent to Ilya during the six long months between Sochi and Vegas, and the ones he did not send.
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- Part 2 of Woe like velvet, tears like jewels
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20 Jun 2026
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Shane thrives off of structure, so he asks Ilya for rules. Ilya is happy to provide.
Beta-read by my wonderful partner <3
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- Part 6 of Hollanov Non-Sexual Kink
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20 Jun 2026
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“Here.” Ilya handed Shane the notebook. “I want you to go into that room and list every single thing you’ve put in there. Every trophy, puck, and jersey, and tell me why it deserves to be in there.” Ilya saw Shane’s furrowed brows. “Don’t need much, just one or two sentences will do. But I want a description of everything.”
Shane was pouting but headed towards the trophy room, knowing better than to argue when he was already in trouble.
“And Shane?” Ilya called out.
Shane turned around. “Yeah?”
“I swear to God, if there is a single self-depricating word in there, I will rip it up and you will start over.”
Inspired by the trophy room scene in The Long Game. Hope you all enjoy :)
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- Part 3 of Hollanov Non-Sexual Kink
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20 Jun 2026
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Ilya pulled away ever so slightly, still feeling Shane’s breath warm on his lips. “Do you remember what you told me last night?”
Shane furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. “Don’t wake me up before the sun?”
“No, no. The other thing. What you promised me.”
Shane’s eyebrows remained furrowed. “No…?”
“You promised me you’d be my good boy today.”
Shane has issues giving up control. Ilya teaches him that it's ok to let somebody else take care of him.
Non-sexual kink fic, but sex is mentioned a few times, so I went ahead and marked it as explicit.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Non-Sexual Kink
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20 Jun 2026
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The Adoring Husband’s Handbook by PsychoRadiance
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander deserves princess treatment. No truer words could ever be spoken.
or 5 times Ilya Rozanov spoiled Shane Hollander with the Princess Treatment™ he so rightly deserves. As if Ilya could treat his boy any other way.
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20 Jun 2026