RachelIsReallyWeird



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    The tension in the room was electric, every glance loaded with unspoken words Shane couldn’t—and didn’t want to—ignore. He shouldn’t feel this way about a student, but Ilya’s determined gaze promised he’d get what he wanted, and Shane knew he was already crossing a line he could never undo.

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    It took a moment for Ilya’s brain to catch up.

    “My father knows about me and Shane?”

    “The whole world knows about you and Shane! Did you not hear me?”

    Or: Shane's phone is stolen in Sochi. They're outed and and have to go on the run together to get out of Russia before being caught by the Russian authorities.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    The day after getting kicked out of the playoffs by the Centaurs, Hayden Pike shows up for a post-series debrief along with the rest of the Metros. They are greeted by a roomful of cops, a recording of a late-night 911 call, and an empty chair where Shane Hollander should be.

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    22 May 2026

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    “You know what that sounds like, baby?” Yuna said carefully. “You could lose—”

    “I don’t care!” Shane snapped. “Let everyone think I’m a slut, a whore—I don’t care! I don’t fucking care about my reputation—or, or endorsement money! Don’t tell me I need to represent—”

    “No, baby,” Yuna interrupted softly. “I meant hockey. You could lose hockey.”

    Hockey.

    Shane froze.

    Hockey had run in his blood since he put on his first pair of skates at four. Hockey shaped his brain. Hockey was why he ate, why he moved, why he dreamed. Hockey was how he made a living, how he found joy when he was free. Hockey connected him to everyone he loved. Hockey was what he was good for. Hockey was his name.

    Hockey was the purpose of Shane Hollander’s existence.

    Tears ran silently down his face.

    Inside, he felt strangely hollow.

    “I… want him back,” he managed to choke out. “I need Ilya back here with me. I NEED him safe.”

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    Ilya was outed at the worst possible time – when he was in Russia. There was nothing they could do to save him. Except one.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Jaw Man flicked his middle finger up at Ilya, who didn’t seem to mind, and gestured towards Shane and Hayden with raised eyebrows. “The f*** are you even doing right now, man.”

    Ilya said briefly, “Orgy.”

    “Uh,” said Shane, “no, that’s not—”

    Ilya grinned at him. It was a mean-edged grin but something about it seemed to suggest that he was joking with Shane, rather than about him. “Oh, he speaks.”

    “We’re not here for an orgy,” Shane said to Jaw Man. “We’re missionaries with the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.”

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    21 Mar 2026