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    After a viral photo outs Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov while they're still busy pretending their years-long situationship is mostly just sex, the fallout gets complicated fast. The world reacts badly. Their teams react worse. Ilya's future in North America starts to look alarmingly fragile, and Shane, who has never met a disaster he didn't try to control into submission, throws himself into fixing what can still be fixed.

    Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.

    A practical solution emerges, then a house, then rings.

    Somehow, by the time they say their vows, both of them are certain they are the only one who means them.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    In 2014, just before the Olympic Break, an old sex tape from Ilya’s youth is leaked. Desperate for political cover, he marries Svetlana and says goodbye to his situationship with Shane Hollander.

    In 2019, pregnant and utterly done with the dating scene after a long string of loser boyfriends, Rose Landry asks Shane if he wants to be a father. Sick and tired of being alone, he agrees.

    In 2030, still in search of that elusive Stanley Cup despite an otherwise perfect Hall of Fame career, Ilya asks to be traded to a contender. He never thought he might end up playing on the same team as his old lover… Or that feelings he thought long buried might resurface.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander suffers a career ending injury in Metros training camp derailing his pro hockey dreams before they even start. He is forced to come to terms with who he is without his sport and find a new direction. Ilya Rozanov with nobody around to push him has lost his love for the game. More than a decade later, the new team doctor brings up old feelings that never had the space to grow all those years ago, but are now growing out of control.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    The game in Montreal was supposed to be electric. A rivalry renewed. A win on the line. Two captains refusing to hold back.

    Ilya and Jackie were on a short flight to watch their boys face off.

    They never made it.

    When a plane bound for Montreal crashes between cities, Shane Hollander and Hayden Pike lose everything in the same moment. In the fluorescent quiet of their locker rooms, the world splits cleanly in two.

    Left behind are four children. Two grieving husbands. And a bond that has always survived rivalry, distance, and pride is now forced to survive something far more fragile.

    Because grief doesn’t just take.
    It changes.

    What begins as survival slowly becomes something harder to name. Something neither of them expected. Something that doesn’t fit into the lives they thought they understood.

    And the closer they get, the harder it becomes to pretend it’s just grief.

    OR: Two men lose the people they loved most—and find themselves holding onto each other in ways they don’t understand.

    OR OR: Grief brought them together. Everything after that gets complicated.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    "Is this your first time with a man?"
    "Yeah. Yours?"
    "Oh—no."
    "Really?"
    "Really."
    "Who, another player?"
    He stopped. He hesitated.
    "no, my coach's son back in russia."

    Just as they begin to believe in something stable and lasting, a scandal erupts: a former Russian national team coach is exposed as a serial abuser, and images from Ilya’s past begin circulating in the media.

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    03 Jun 2026

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