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Sam is stuck in a relationship with Castiel, feeling like he’s not truly loved. Amid all the confusion, he realizes that sometimes the best way forward is to let go of what we feel.
A story about complicated love, tough choices, and the search for real happiness.
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Sam thinks Castiel wants Dean, and once the idea takes hold, he can’t stop seeing proof of it everywhere: the private jokes, the easy conversations, the way Cas always seems to find Dean first.
What starts as a quiet ache becomes something sharper, until Sam is forced to face the feelings he’s been hiding for Cas.
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“I just…I don’t understand why you went off with that person tonight, I guess.”
I am your partner.
And no, Kunikida can’t fly, or run at light-speed. He can’t bounce off walls and he doesn’t have inhuman strength. But he has their partnership, over the last two years it’s one he’s come to cherish.
He thought Dazai did, too.
But he remembers those eyes, the way they looked at the red-head like they’d hung the stars.
There was so much awe and wonder in them, curiosity and familiarity all in one.
I want you to look at me.
[ or : a port mafia executive infiltrates the agency unkowingly, and kunikida doesn't know how to feel.
alternatively; kunikida struggles with unrequited love and change, losing to a member of the mafia in a one sided rivalry ]
titles r from remember my name by mitski
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04 Jun 2026
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UNFINISHED FUCKING SHITTING FURHRNRHRHRHFJDNDN KUNIZAI….pls continue 😢
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"You're going to help me or I'll fucking kill you," Sam all but spits in his face.
Castiel chortles out a laugh, partly at the absurdity of the threat and partly because he repeats the thought: Yes, this actually in fact is Sam Winchester.
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Soulless Sam demands Castiel's help in getting his soul back. Castiel denies, but gives him something else instead.
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The Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from one-sided love, where the patient throws up and coughs of flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. The infection can be removed through surgery, but the feelings disappear along with the petals. - WIki
Dean just wanted Benny to feel better.
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23 May 2026
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Dean Benny Hanahaki disease…bad ending
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Castiel’s love for Dean Winchester has brought years of pain. He knows Dean sees him as family, and that should be enough for him, but a hopelessness grows inside him.
Sam has watched Castiel watching his brother since that first day, and he desperately wishes Castiel could turn that gaze on him instead. He could give the angel the sort of love that Dean just didn’t have to give.
Then a hunt for an ogre witch leaves Castiel and Sam exposed to a mysterious illness, affecting them each differently, and now the bunker is filled with bloody flowers. It seems this business of unrequited love isn’t just painful; it may even be lethal.
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Crowley can't stand watching Sam and Castiel interact, and Sam is finding out in odd ways.
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The angels don't fall. Sam doesn't finish the trials, but he still cures Crowley. He isn't comatose. Just two humans, an angel, and a (former) demon riding towards the bunker.
And Crowley's crush on Sam.
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The one time Burr came to Hamilton's door, instead.
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Words don't always carry the same meaning when translated into another language. The same goes for Enochian, and the words Sam screams in the throes of his flashbacks detail anguish and pain and the hopeless begging brought on by repeated violation.
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(Castiel bears witness to the horrors of Sam's cage trauma, and he's determined to help Sam associate Enochian with gentleness and love instead).- Language:
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06 May 2026
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idk I need to keep reading Sam cage Castiel or smth idk bruh leve me alon
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Sam thought the demon blood was his greatest curse. Until Castiel stopped him and offered something worse, angel blood.
Grace burns sweeter than any addiction, and Sam’s need for its divinity and redemption is tearing him apart. But when an angel starts craving the touch of a damned soul, salvation starts to look a lot like sin.
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28 Apr 2026
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THAT WAS THE MOST BEATIFUL SASTIEL SMIT IVE EVER READ. WING GROOMINGISH ANAL STUFF ANGEL GRACE AS LUBE YEARNING PEAK
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In which Hamilton's ghost lingers near Burr but doesn't care about him in the slighest (or does he?)
Five fics planned, including written
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Sam shouldn't be thinking about these things, especially in the shower.
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22 Apr 2026
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Bro.
(Sam in the shower thinking abt Cas) 😢
I’m gonna kms.
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Sam fixes up an old truck and wants to take Castiel for a ride just the two of them.
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i prayed for time, to show you where the light lies by AdAstera (CorneliaFogwell)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
19 Apr 2026
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Castiel goes to Hell to free Sam from the cage.
He succeeds.
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20 Apr 2026
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BRO TS IS PRAK ITS WING CLEANING AND HELL SAVING OR WTV
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For generations, only alphas have been born into the Winchester family. Dean's firstborn child continued the tradition. Sam's firstborn child?
Yeah. John is not happy.
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- Part 2 of No Accident Me Finding You
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Sam is getting ready to marry his college sweetheart, Castiel. On the night of his bachelor party, he has a one night stand with a stranger. Thinking he left that all behind him as the wedding approaches, Sam brings Castiel to meet his brother and his brother's excruciatingly familiar partner, Gabriel.
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Nothing Beats A Profound Bond by WeLikeClownsInThisHouse
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
04 Oct 2023
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When Sam comes home from a food run he's quickly surprised by seeing his boyfriend and his brother in a compromising position.
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- Part 4 of Let there be hurt (whumptober23)
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gonna love you til we're food for the worms to eat by abstractthinking
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 Jan 2024
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Cas and Dean are in love. Sam is in love with Cas. Sam knows Cas doesn't love him, and he has to watch Dean and Cas be together. He can live with it.
...Right?
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03 Apr 2026
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OH MY GAWD SAD SASTIEL TO DA MAX CONFESSIONS IM SOBBING😍😍😭😭🥹🥹