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all of this is temporary by benjineedssleep_ (Sadderdazeeee)
Fandoms: Stardew Valley (Video Game)
03 Jul 2026
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Up until now, Sebastian has had a kill count of none. Now he has a kill count of one: his mother. Everyone left someone behind, but he's the only one to kill that someone. Unfortunately for him and his whole group -- now consisting of Abigail, Sam, Alex, and Haley-- this fact changes everything.
The prequel to the first fic in this series, "late dawns, early sunsets" !!!
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- Part 2 of people disappear here
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baby seasons change, but people don't by benjineedssleep_ (Sadderdazeeee)
Fandoms: Stardew Valley (Video Game)
02 Jul 2026
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There was a time when Sam and Sebastian were best friends. Sam remembers everything like it happened yesterday; Sebastian can't remember most of his childhood, memories fogged by his constant state of fight or flight. But for some reason Sam doesn't mind this --doesn't mind the bitter person Sebastian has grown into-- and promises that no matter how long it takes, he will wait. Apparently he's not the only one that feels that way about him either.
title source: the take over, the breaks over by fall out boy
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- Part 1 of seasons-verse
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Sebastian wants to be perfect for Sam. He wonders what that actually means. Is it something he wants, or a deep desire?
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- Part 2 of seasons-verse
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Behind all this nonchalance, Sebastian is nervous about a lot of things. He figures it out eventually.
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Sometimes nervousness feels like nausea, like something that so desperately needs to come out before you, in some capacity, begin to feel better. It doesn’t always make sense, comes in waves, and is a generally indeterminate experience. Emotion. Something. Whatever it is, it’s come at the wrong time. It’s unwelcome, at best.
Sebastian hopes the subtle shake that plagues his hands isn’t noticeable. He hopes, perhaps even prays, his face doesn’t betray him either. He’s sure there’s something there —a level of uncertainty the only certainty— but he hopes it doesn’t come off as the fear he’s truly feeling.
See, he’s done this before. Many times, actually. Recently enough. He’s watched and learned and felt and experienced and—
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maybe when we're older, maybe never at all by benjineedssleep_ (Sadderdazeeee)
Fandoms: Stardew Valley (Video Game)
09 Nov 2025
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It's been months since Sebastian's last seen Sam, given he's chosen not to come back home from college for winter break. Something about opportunities. Amongst fleeting conversation and cancelled plans, he's come to terms this next time they see each other will be the last. No more back and forth, awkward yearning, or words unspoken. As hard as it will be, this has to be the last time. For both of their sake.
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people disappear here by benjineedssleep_ (Sadderdazeeee)
Fandom Stardew Valley (Video Game)
03 Jul 2026
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benji loves puppy sam by benjineedssleep_ (Sadderdazeeee)
Fandom Stardew Valley (Video Game)
06 Jun 2025
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