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    "Lynch," he whispered during one of their cuddling sessions. He was no stranger to aftercare, but he had never held anyone as often as he held Ronan. "Do you want me to train you?"

    "Huh?"

    or: it's 1977 and adam has never been in love.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    "Hollander?" Ilya answers. 

    Silence.

    Breathing.

    Then:

    "Can you come get me? I’m in Boston." 
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    Shane and Ilya aren't together. In fact Shane has a boyfriend he can happily be open with, but when Ilya discovers that the relationship is abusive, he has to do everything he can to make Shane get away.

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    19 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Drink it.”

    Ilya stares at the full glass of vodka in horror.

     

    or: while out celebrating a win with his team, shane hollander finds ilya rozanov stumbling down the street with a bruised face. ilyas father is an asshole

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane built his life on control—on routines so strict they left no room for anything real. What started as harmless discipline turned into something sharper, quieter, until even he couldn’t tell where the control ended and the damage began. By the time anyone noticed, Shane had already given up on himself.

    Ilya never believed in control to begin with. His world unraveled slower, heavier—until one night, he stopped trying to hold it together at all. When he wakes up in a hospital bed, broken but alive, the only thing he feels is anger that it didn’t work. Ilya has given up on life entirely.

    Against both their wishes, they’re sent to a remote rehab center and forced into the same room—two strangers with nothing in common but the ways they’re falling apart.

    As the walls between them slowly crack, anger turns into understanding, and silence into something softer. Because maybe, just maybe… you don’t have to want to be saved to start finding a reason to stay.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    When Ilya Rosanov's father discovers his teenage son's secret, his fury leads to a devastating outcome: Ilya forced into a life of suffering and abuse.

    Instead of achieving his dream of playing in the MLH, Ilya ends up a sex worker in Montreal, just trying to survive.

    There, he encounters Shane Hollander, the "golden boy" of hockey, a once in a generation talent who secretly struggles with the isolation of success.

    Can these two men navigate their vastly different worlds? Will lies and secrecy catch up to them, or will they find a way to come together against the odds?

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    07 Jun 2026