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    “...I am not Phainon.”

    The words felt punched out of Khaslana’s chest. He felt like he was betraying Mydei by confessing.

    “No,” Khaslana back-tracked with a tired shake of his head. “I am… no longer Phainon.”

    “...You never change in my eyes.”

    A finger curled under Khaslana’s chin, preventing him from attempting to shy away from Mydei’s intense, yet adoring gaze. A rare smile lifted the corners of Mydei’s lips as he stared into Khaslana’s undeniably golden eyes, as opposed to the usual ocean blues Phainon had.

    “You’re still my Phainon. My queen. My loving wife. Nothing changes that.”

    Even in Phainon's new, human life, he still bears the world's burdens. Unlike in the past thirty-three million cycles, Mydei fulfills a promise that was said a million times before. In Castrum Kremnos' library, Mydei grounds Phainon back into reality.

     

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    15 Jul 2026

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    After a messy fall out, Phainon and Mydei haven’t talked in a year. That is, until Phainon accidentally replies to one of Mydei’s stories. What follows is a quiet, overdue conversation about misunderstandings, distance, and how much they still care despite it all.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Phainon keeps having nightmares, specifically of his closest companion dying.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    "Tell me this isn't about the prophecy," Mydei demands. "Tell me you're not sleeping with half of Okhema just to forget you're the fucking Deliverer."

    Phainon's mouth opens, but no sound comes out. The truth claws up his chest but won't come out: the fact that he needs this, needs to be reduced to something simpler than a title, something smaller than destiny.

    Mydei's eyes narrow, and Phainon realizes that he already knows.

    Of course he does. He's Mydei.

    "It is," Phainon admits at last, voice cracking. “I am.”

    Mydei rolls his hips down, his cock dragging alongside Phainon's. The answering groan that spills from Phainon’s throat is nothing like the practiced moans he gives strangers.

    "Then you ask me," Mydei growls. "From now on, when you need to forget, you come to me. Not some godsforsaken brothel."

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “When death finally takes me away from you…” Mydei’s voice broke the quiet, and Phainon froze, the smile vanishing. 

    “Mydei—” 

    But Mydei only whispered, “Listen.” 

    It was not a command, but a plea, and Phainon fell silent. Mydei lifted their joined hands, pressing his lips against the back of Phainon’s knuckles slowly, reverently, like prayer, like worship. His eyes never left Phainon’s face, memorizing every line, every shadow, every beloved detail as though carving it into his soul. 

    Between each word, he kissed Phainon’s knuckles again and again, desperate to convey what fate denied them—that he wanted this devotion in their lifetime too, but prophecy had already stolen that chance. “When death finally takes me away from you,” he repeated softly, lips brushing skin, “I will hold you with my other hand… and promise to find you in that new tomorrow you will deliver us to.”

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    The aftermath of tomorrow

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    10 Jun 2026