SomewhereorNowhere

"I don't exist."



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  1. Summary

    I've wondered what it feels like to close that bullet wound in my heart. It's been stuck there for a while.

    [ON HIATUS]

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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    Years have passed since Shizuka and Marina became friends and now they're lovers. This is the story of their journey to healing.

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    09 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    OH MY GOD. I'm actually gonna start sobbing. I can be happy and not have to deal with freaking angst anymore in this anime :,D
    THEY'RE HEALING. THIS IS CANON. I SWEAR IT HAPPENED RIGHT AFTER THE ANIME ENDED fdhdsfjkl

  2. Rec *

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    A lost hermit, unsure of just what it is they are looking for. A struggling bard, unable to reach a single soul with her music. A false Saint who never asked for any of the power she was forced to shoulder. A talentless artist, forgotten about and thrown away as if she never had worth to begin with.

    When the world is against you, the only thing you have is each other.
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    Hermit AU

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    03 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    7/9/2026: Fin 65. Waiting for the next chapter.

    Notes: All of the Mafu angst could have been prevented if Mafumom fucking died smh. I hate Mafumom SO MUCH IN THIS FIC. There was way too man angst scenes...I totally did not cry in one of them...hehe...haaahhh

    Generalized Bookmark: Omg, I love this Niigo Fantasy AU. This is one of the best written fics I've seen about Niigo ever and I'm so glad I found this! The worldbuilding and the writing is impeccable! I also like the fact that the fellow author knows their music theory too (and I assume the author is a musician as well which makes me happy cause I am one!) and other various pieces of knowledge :D

    Overall, amazing! I really enjoy reading this!

  3. Rec 13

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    After a party, An and Kohane return home, but intrusive thoughts happen and An finds herself crying in Kohane's arms

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    21 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Me dying while reading this.
    This really captured An's character well :DD

  4. Rec 17

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    She swipes the glasses off Kohane’s face before pocketing them. Then brings her handkerchief to Kohane’s jaw, to the blood on her face.

    It’s fresh blood at least; that makes it easier to clean off.

    At the smile curling along bloodstained lips, An grumbles, “This doesn’t mean we’re dating.”

    “You say that every time,” Kohane teases.

    An gives an angry sigh.

    Or: A drabble series about An and Kohane, who are exes(?) from rivaling mafia factions.

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    29 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    TOXIC YURI ANHANE I LOVE YOU I'M GENUINELY SCREAMING OUTSIDE OF THE SCREEN IM GAY WHAT IS THIS SHIT I LOVEFGLKJFGWKJ

  5. Rec 12

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    O, lone sheep, go tear the darkness to pieces, the entire thing
    If this beautiful night never ends, shall we try counting the numbers?
    What do you want to do after you end up all by yourself?
    You're still one of them, are you tryin' to get cursed for the rest of your life?

    You're just a solitary one— Right now, go far beyond them

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    Koha3 AU. Nobody is having a good time, many hijinks ensue. Read tags to get a general idea, I suppose.

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    16 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    FJHDJKSDFH GRRR IM EATING THIS SHIT UP

    This fic is so good I'm always rereading this until the next update