Stargazeth
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"I like you."
"This is a joke, right?"
Five times Kenny is convinced Craig is fucking with him regarding his feelings for him and their very new and very sudden relationship, and the one time he considers that, maybe, he really isn't. -
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He hopes there's something wrong with him, but if there isn't that means it's just him. Stan is the problem, then. Not some deficiency or the fact that his brain is wired differently than others'. Then it's on him. It's all his own shortcomings and failures, then.
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"You suck at this."
"No one's ever said that to me in this kind of context."
He's happy to suck at this, if it feels this blissful in return.
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- Part 4 of I know they did it.
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Some things better stay dead or gone or buried.
Kenny is watching something he should keep his eyes off, Marjorine dreams of wearing a scarlet letter on her chest and Cartman is breaking as many of the ten commandments as he possibly can.
But where there is no body, there must have been no crime. Nobody likes to dig up corpses, after all.
Or: Trying to get away with murder in five acts.
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- Part 1 of I know they did it.
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A glimpse into Stan and Kenny's friendship, because in the face of everything, everyone else pales in comparison.
Or in other words: Misery has always loved company and this time is no different.
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- Part 2 of I know they did it.
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Eighteen-year-old Phainon joins the Kremnoan Detachment. Mydei stumbles his way into a courtship with him.
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30 Jul 2025
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“A perpetual draw,” Mydei says quietly. He’d like that, he thinks. He liked waking up to know that Phainon had held him close, even in death. Knowing that their fight would have lasted both of their lives, and that neither of them ever emerged victorious. Knowing that when Mydei met his defeat, Phainon met his own soon after. It sounds romantic, in its own strange way.
[He is half of my soul, as the poets say.]
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the beings I couldn’t help but love by SalomeSevenVeils
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Jul 2025
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Phainon and Khaslana are two wicks sharing the same the candle. Untendable. The alternative is worse. Mydei's Deliverer would rather die than letting the other version of himself — suffered, angry, grieving and so, so exhausted — fade away without fighting. There is a depth of devotion Mydei wishes he could look at and wonder how it came to be.
Instead, he looks up at the true sky above Amphoreus and understands.
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21 Jul 2025
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"the second set of handwriting begins, similar yet different in its lightness, as if their owner is reluctant of leaving a mark of his existence"
I know who you are are. You'll be fine. I know who you are, 'cause you're mine.
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Same Game, Different Name by princesscas
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
15 Dec 2023
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Dan Heng has been in love with his online friend Yingxing for years. Until he meets Blade, at least.
(Russian | русский translation thanks to the lovely anon Yaxz!)
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14 May 2025
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Jing Yuan types for an exceptionally long time. Then, finally, Fuck.
He sends back: ???
I owe Yingxing so much money holy shit.
“You’re so good at everything,” Blade says, words almost blurring together. “Fucking… you’re good at English. And Mandarin. And statistics. And gaming. And you’re so pretty. God, I wish I could just keep you around all the time.”
“Dan Heng,” Blade repeats, breathless. “ Yinyue. It’s me. It’s been me this whole time.”
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Phainon walks right up to him with full confidence. “Mydeimos,” he says. “I want a divorce.”
Mydei blinks. “You want WHAT?”
Phainon loses his memory. He wakes up convinced that he and Mydei are married. And that they should get divorced.
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One more day,” Phainon mumbles, tracing his fingers up across Mydei’s bare collarbone. “Give me one more day of this.”
Mydei’s heart stings underneath Phainon’s gentle hands. “We don’t have to get divorced at all,” he says. “It doesn’t matter, does it? I’ll be nicer to you. We’ll never fight. I’ll go with you everywhere.”
“No,” Anaxa finishes for him. “He hasn’t loved any of us.”
For the first time, the fantasy doesn’t seem right. Not yet, Mydei thinks desperately. I’m not ready.
[And, baby, for you I would fall from grace, just to touch your face.]
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Craig shifts uncomfortably during the lull. His palms burn, bead with blood.
“Until we told each other,” Stan finishes. “We were first, but we weren’t the only ones. It was all of us, you know? Our group. The girls, too. Just so long as we threw in a rose, or tossed dirt — As long as we left something behind.” He scratches his cheek, his blue eyes sinking to the ground. “Jimmy had no idea what we were talking about. Or Red, Heidi. They looked at us like — like we were…” Stan’s gaze snaps to Craig’s, suddenly cold.
“Like you are now.”
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27 Feb 2024
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[Seven]
[I've been meaning to tell you; I think your house is haunted.]
“I never needed an apology, hotshot.”
Craig’s mouth opens and closes, his eyes blinking rapidly as he adjusts. He steps forward to get a better look, and his hands settle around the curve of Kenny’s hips.
“But you wanted one.”
[And though I can't recall your face, I still got love for you]
“I told you what I wanted. didn’t I?”
Please don’t forget me, not even if it’s the last thing you do. Promise me.
[Love you to the moon and to Saturn. Passed down like folk songs, the love lasts so long.]