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    “They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
    “Rock and roll.”
    He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
    “Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”

    After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.

    (genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)

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    24 Jul 2026

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    No one, it turns out, really knows one another.

     

    (OR: all it takes is a summer-long holiday in Italy, James Potter's teetering mental stability, a secret relationship, friends with benefits, Marlene’s secret, and enough stupidity and insecurity to go around for everything to come crashing down around them.)

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    09 Jul 2026

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    James Potter has a depressive episode quickly followed by a manic episode. And really, if you think about it, the dark and the light are just different sides of the same coin.

    TW: Suicide attempt (kind of), self-harm (again kind of, not described), yelling, swearing, depression, panic attacks, dissociation, hallucinations, mania

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    James tried to kill himself. His friends don't know, but one person who does know is Bartemius Crouch Jr. of all people.
    Barty realises that James hasn't told his friends anything and drags him off to an abandoned classroom. They talk, a real talk about feelings, St. Mungos, life and love.
    Barty gives James a puzzle piece. James realises a cactus might be his sole saviour.

    it ends with a list

    TW!!! No bullshit, real discussions about suicide. Blunt words, feeligs and actions. Descriptions of suicideattempt, suicidal feelings, depression, self-hate... Mental healthissues, anger, no regret over actions.
    DON'T READ IF YOU HAVE A HARD TIME WITH SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, IDEATION, DEPRESSION

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    He finally let his gaze slip from the tour guide, Lucy he finally realized, to take in the varying shocked and pale faces of his Academic Decathlon team. He took a deep breath, and then raised the cigarette to his lips, smoking until the tremor in his hands subsided.

    This broke the quiet shock in the room, this Peter Parker so unlike the quiet nerd they were accustomed to. This Parker was smoking in Tony Stark’s lab, wearing pink hello kitty pyjama bottoms stained with motor oil, hair ruffled and singed, and he had never looked more like he belonged somewhere.

    “Peter?”

    “How are you here Parker?”

    “Why weren’t you in school?”

    “What do you think you’re doing Penis?”

    The sneer in the last question made Peter pause, holding up a hand as he snapped “Silence!”. The room fell quiet immediately, Mr Harrington paled further as even he listened to his student. He looked across to the tour guide, expecting her to tell Peter off, to exert her authority over the intern but she said nothing, face just as pale as his class. He blinked in shock, suddenly wrong-footed by the assumption he had made about Peter’s internship being low-level.

    Or: My Take On An SI Field Trip

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    19 Jun 2026