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    For a moment, Shane feels as if he is wrapped in warmth, soft and silken. It muffles his thoughts, blurs his vision, heavies his limbs. The only points of his body he feels a sort of dim awareness of are those where he can feel Rozanov’s touch against him: All of those small points of contact – a hand cradling his cheek, the other pressed against his waist, his chest against Rozanov’s, the tips of their shoes nudging and their breath mingling. With every inhale, there’s a brush of sea salt and pine against his nose, and Shane feels himself sinking further and further down into it.
    Rozanov’s voice is still muddled when he registers it again.
    “Hollander?” he asks, sounding so genuinely concerned that Shane leans further into him, a puffed exhale from between his lips brushing over Rozanov’s shoulder.
    “We didn’t even kiss,” he says then, out loud, finally, because the proximity and dizzying cotton have cloyed his brain.

    OR: Shane sends that text after leaving Rozanov’s hotel room in Vegas.

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    Shane pulls back, carefully cradling Ilya’s face. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”

    “You don’t want to?” Ilya’s eyes are bottomless; swimming with grief. He says it like he really means, You don’t want me?

    “That isn’t what I mean,” Shane says gently, brushing his thumb over Ilya’s cheekbone. Ilya’s eyes flutter shut, as if being treated so tenderly causes him physical pain. Like he isn’t used to it. “You’re hurting. I don’t want you to regret it in the morning.” 

    Ilya’s eyes open. “I have never regretted a moment with you.”

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    Or: the missing hotel room scene in Florida after Shane comforts Ilya.

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    ilya fucks up.

    shane makes him regret it.

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    Bunny Shane Hollander is in heat and he really really really wants to take an Alpha's knot (specifically his very hot roommate's)

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