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    “Why are you so sure he’ll reject you? He was already fucking in love with you, Roz, literally all of us knew it, it was clear just from how he looked at his fucking phone—”

    “That was— That was a fucking miracle, Pike. Miracles don’t happen twice.”

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    shane doesn't remember his relationship with ilya after the hit. ilya was going to break up with him anyway.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Sweet story, well written. Worth a read.

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Very good story, HR.

  3. Public Bookmark 71

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    Ilya is terminal ill. It’s his and Shane’s first (and last) wedding anniversary and he wants it to be good for Shane.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    When you want to cry… MCD Ilya Cancer

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    Ilya refuses to cancel dinner with Shane's parents, terrified that showing weakness will make them think he is lazy, broken, or a disappointment. But when a severe depressive episode causes his hands to shake, he accidentally drops a crystal water glass.

    The sound of the shattering glass triggers a violent childhood trauma, sending Ilya into a full-blown, terrifying panic attack on the dining room floor as he frantically tries to clean up the mess before he gets hit.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Beautiful but hard, I want to protect Ilya so bad…

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    a series of aus where hockey never happened and everything else did.

    can be read in any order!

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Will read these

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    Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.

    Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.

    Or:
    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

    A slice of life.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Ikke sikker på om denne er ferdig? 3/3

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    “Olesya.”
    “Oh-lee-syah,” Shane repeated slowly, making sure he pronounced it right. “What… what are you going to do?”
    “I don’t know,” Ilya said, resting his head in his hand. “I don’t fucking know.”
    Shane’s voice was steady. “What can I do?”
    How long had it been since someone offered to help Ilya? He took care of his family, carried his brother’s financial burdens, tended his own injuries, paid his way through life without aid. The question, softly spoken and rich with genuine intent, was enough to bring tears to his eyes. Could he really trust it? Could he ask someone for help?
    For once, he wanted to try.

    OR: Ilya is left with sudden custody of Alexei's daughter and calls Shane to help.

    (Set just before the cottage.)

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    02 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Beautiful story about Ilya have to take care of his niece. And ask Shane for help.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    So funny and good, Ilya IS a chaos gremlin.

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Blame it on canadian vodka.

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    Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.

    The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.

    The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.

    *****

    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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    14 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Good story

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    In which Shane Hollander's pubic hair goes viral, the internet colour-matches it to Pantone 15-1214 (Warm Sand), and Ilya Rozanov - creates accounts on Reddit, TikTok, Instagram, Tumblr, AND YouTube to anonymously defend his not-boyfriend's crotch using genetics Wikipedia and advanced hockey analytics.

    Features: a one-star Calvin Klein review ("very poor elastic, ruined my life"), Svetlana and Rose who have never once been wrong, and the most romantic use of the word "melanocytes" in the history of the English language according to Ilya Rozanov.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    So very, very funny.

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    They have spent ten years keeping their relationship a secret.

    They’re careful about it.
    They follow the rules.
    They never let it slip.

    Or so they think.

    And then the Centaurs' plane crashes and suddenly the secrets don't really matter.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Sweet and a bit angsty, good one.

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    Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."

    Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."

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    Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.

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    06 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cute story of how they lost eachother, and got back together

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    My first HR fic, a good story.

  15. Public Bookmark 70

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    Louis and Harry are young, in love and so ready to spend the rest of their lives together.

    A car accident changes everything.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Beautiful story, I cried and I laughed out loud.

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    Something changed in the air when the door opened. Almost irritating, annoyingly gnawing at his brain to look up and face whatever sad loser was in the building with him.

    When he did, he understood the irritation in the air immediately.

    There were only a handful of people in the world who could throw off his equilibrium without saying a word, and Harry has always been one of them. It didn’t make any logical sense, not after this long, over a decade of no contact and a very clear decision to leave things where they had been left, but Louis had never been able to logic his way through this particular ghost.

    ༄.°

    Fourteen years ago, Louis lost his best friend, and Harry lost his. A long overdue meet up in their hometown diner forces them to have the conversation they've been avoiding for over a decade.

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    24 Nov 2025

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    Cute one, well written. Young love that got lost, and found again.

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    a story about home and borrowed time.

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    04 Aug 2025

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    Sweet story

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    When Sergeant Harry Styles was discharged from the military, he carried more than physical scars. Grief-stricken, aimless and haunted by guilt, he's not prepared for what life will bring him.

    Louis Tomlinson has spent years building a chaotic but fiercely loving home as an emergency foster carer. It was always him and his kids, until the day he took in a boy that would change his whole life.

    A deeply emotional, slow-burn love story about healing, found family and choosing love even when it hurts.

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    15 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Beautiful story, H. has PTSD after serving in the army, and losing his friend and lover Tony there. He meets L. who is a foster carer for Tonys son, a son H.never knew about. Lots of angst, and even more love.

  19. Public Bookmark 35

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    “I understand. Just…don't ghost me, Louis. I really fucking like you,” he wants to hide from the embarassment for being so forward, but for some reason he feels at ease telling Louis the truth about how he feels.

    “I'm not going anywhere, Harry. I promise I want this as much as you do. I just have someone else I need to consider in the equation.”

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    The one where Louis and his little girl move in upstairs from Harry, who is enamored with them from the very beginning.

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    Based on the true story of how my parents met (well, not the gay part).

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    Posted as part of the Short And Sweet Festival (SASFest)

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    28 Jun 2025

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    Sweet story.

  20. Public Bookmark 21

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    Louis doesn’t mind being the background character in most people’s lives. He’s perfectly content sketching poetry into the corners of his notebooks, watching the world through a foggy pane of glass and graphite lines.
    Harry Styles, on the other hand, is everyone's main event — football captain, beloved campus golden boy, a walking constellation of charm and chaos. And yet, he spends most of their shared math class asleep, chin propped on his hand like someone bone-tired of the world.
    So Louis does what he always does when he doesn’t know how to speak — he draws.
    It starts with a flower in the corner of Harry’s notes.
    He doesn’t expect Harry to notice.
    But Harry does. And he draws back.
    What begins as a doodle war becomes a silent language. What grows in the margins might just change the entire page.

    https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7zwuRD2jSOkzfBBM2MuVVf?si=bZZWpxQgSPKE-4trAgGIKg - FIC PLAYLIST <3

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    18 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Beautiful and poetic story about Falling in love and see eachother.

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