Tess_01
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I miss you (it's been so long) by Tess_01
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is not sleeping, and he hasn’t been for a while.
On the anniversary of his mother’s death, everything he’s been holding back begins to surface in the middle of a sleepless night. His teammate and roommate for the night - Cliff Marlow - notices and refuses to look away.
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Ilya Rozanov deals with grief, and makes a friend.
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tie me up (be nice to me please) by Tess_01
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 May 2026
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"Hey, baby, look at me," Ilya tries. He grabs Shane's face and wipes the sweaty hair from his forehead. "Shane, please? Are you okay? What's your colour?"
Shane's eyes drift towards Ilya slowly, until their gazes lock. Ilya stares into the depths of his eyes, searching for anything that shows that Shane is still in there somewhere, and that is when Shane snaps back into reality like he has been struck by lightning. His eyes widen as he sucks in a big sharp breath and starts pulling away, away, and away. Away from Ilya. He starts feverishly tugging at the restraints that are still holding his wrists firmly in place on the headboard. And now, he is no longer silent.
Instead, Shane sobs.
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While the whole "tying Shane up" thing sounds fun at first, it is not so fun anymore when Shane has a panic attack when trying it.
Ilya finds out that something bad has happened to Shane in the past. -
Where's my mind? by Tess_01
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
17 May 2021
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It’s like every single emotion of today has built up to this moment; the only moment where it actually matters whether he can focus or not. He's dodged breakfast already (or lunch, whatever) and fled before he’d do some other stupid shit, but this isn’t something he can just skip. Right now he is stuck, and the words he reads just don’t make any sense, no matter how hard he tries.
He isn't going to cry, though.
He is not.
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Techno has a bad day and suffers through an episode of executive dysfunction. His family finds him when he's going through the worst of it, and tries to help.
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When Techno loses Tommy at a party he doesn't really want to be at in the first place, he freaks out.
As it turns out, social anxiety and parties are not a good combination at all, even though it does lead to making a new friend in the midst of the chaos.
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“You used to know better than killing innocent people. Don’t you have any morals?”
“Oh. I have plenty of those. I just choose to make exceptions for special occasions.” Dream brought his mouth up to Techno’s ear. “And getting to see you fall apart like this, so scared and so helpless, that is a really special occasion to me.”
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Techno has a nightmare where Dream kills Tommy, and accidentally hurts Phil when he tries to wake him up. Comfort ensues.
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kiss the leader by viciousrat
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Apr 2026
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“What do you want, Luca?” Ilya was stroking Shane’s spit-covered dick, making him squirm in his lap.
“I want —” he swallowed, getting lost in eyeing the movements. Ilya rubbed his palm against the head and Shane gasped, pressing his back against Ilya’s chest. “Anything you’ll give me.”
“Mm,” Ilya hummed approvingly. He removed his hand and wiped his palm against Shane’s cheek. Luca shuddered, mind fading to black like the end of a movie. “That’s a good start.”
Or: Shane, Ilya, and Luca have a lot of fun together.
Series
- Part 2 of Luca/Hollanov
Bookmarked by Tess_01
27 Jun 2026
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no tired sigh, no rolling eyes by dandelionclub
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 May 2026
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A character study set a few years after TLG exploring the weeks/months before Ilya surpasses his mother's age, and him (spoiler) realising at the end of it, that he's not passively suicidal anymore! Go team!! Shane loves him. He loves Shane. Everything's gonna be okay! Love heals!
Bookmarked by Tess_01
25 Jun 2026
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After insulting a suspiciously vindictive fortune teller at a street fair, Ilya Rozanov wakes up cursed with the ability to hear people’s thoughts through touch.
Which becomes a serious problem when he discovers his coworker Shane Hollander, who supposedly can’t stand him, is apparently thinking about him in extremely inappropriate ways constantly.
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- Part 1 of all signs point to you
- Part 3 of hockey didn't happen
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Bookmarked by Tess_01
23 Jun 2026
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the toughest part is that we both know (what happened to you, why you’re out on your own) by barnes_romzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jun 2026
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Ilya wasn’t trying to kill himself that night. Suicide is something that belongs to his mother- he’s just lazy, and he wishes Shane would stop making excuses for him.
Shane has everything under control. His body is a tool, the one that’s given him both his career and his relationship, and he wishes Ilya would stop prying into the way he maintains it.
or: Ilya learns a whole lot more about his mother, Shane remembers a whole lot more about his childhood, and they both get diagnosed.
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- Part 3 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call
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- English
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17 Jun 2026
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The Distance Between Us by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.
Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.
So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.
After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.
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- English
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Bookmarked by Tess_01
15 Jun 2026