TheAnxiousDisaster



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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Dean takes Cas to his motel after dealing with the Rit Zien angel in Idaho and tries to convince him to come home with him.

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    a 9.06 Heaven Can't Wait Fanfiction Gap piece

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    05 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 86

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    Cas gasped, "Please-," and tightened his grip on Dean's hands. He immediately silenced his thought and released his grip on the hunter.

    "Sorry," he muttered.

    "Nah. Don't be sorry. I get it," Dean whispered as he looked down at their hands and licked his lips. A strange weight lifted off Castiel's shoulders when Dean grabbed his hands more firmly and held them tight. They let their hands rest on the mattress between them. "I get it. Contact - touching - it's important for humans. Sounds dumb. But it's true. People need… like a herd or clan or whatever. We're not meant to be alone."

    Cas looked blankly at him. "That seems like interesting advice for you of all people to give me."

    Dean chuckled, nodding. "Yeah. But I do have some friends and I have Sammy. Still, you have a point. I mean, how do you think I know? Why do you think I am the way I am? Like I said. I get it."

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    05 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    Dean goes into The Empty to save Cas

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Dean and Cas don't know where they stand with each other following their escape from The Empty. It's a two hour trip back from the meadow.

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  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    Softly, Dean asks, “Well, what happens to her, now?”

    Castiel uses a small touch of his Grace to rejuvenate the bee so she’s no longer dehydrated or exhausted from her flight. The bee flicks her wings a couple times before taking off again. Castiel watches her, not quite jealous, but still filled with longing as he is reminded of his own wings, broken and flightless. He doesn’t look away as he replies, “There’s that community garden. Odds are, hers wasn’t the only colony in the area. If she’s lucky, she might be accepted into one of the other hives and find a new permanent home there.”

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    26 May 2026