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    The truth was, yeah, Shane married Ilya, but he’d married hockey first. He married hockey the second he signed his rookie contract with the Metros, and his courtship began long, long before. And his marriage to hockey wasn’t like his marriage to Ilya. Hockey wouldn’t ever love him back. Ilya wasn’t going to chew Shane up and spit him out at some nebulous point after he turned thirty and before he turned forty, his joints busted and his mouth full of dentures and his brain fucked to hell and back. And that marriage—his first marriage—had always come before his second, illicit shotgun wedding.

    It wasn’t ideal, maybe, but that was just how things were. Hell, it was probably the same for Ilya, too. The fuck was Shane supposed to do about it? Nothing, nothing, nothing. He liked his life just the way it was. He didn’t want to do anything different. He still doesn’t. And that’s the worst, most shameful part of it all: at the end of the day, some part of Shane will always wish he could wind back time like adjusting a watch; erase that Instagram post before it ever hit the internet and go back to the life they’d had before; the life that was slowly killing them both.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    June 2010. Ilya Rozanov is delayed after the CCM shoot. By the time he gets to the locker room, Shane Hollander is out of the showers and Ilya’s entire plan is ruined.
    Only not quite fully ruined. Hollander invites him to dinner with his parents as a thank you for arranging the shoot and Ilya, in a burst of insanity, agrees. He hits it off with Yuna and David. They all exchange numbers. He and Hollander become friends.
    At no point does Ilya stop wanting more from him.

    June 2016. Ilya Rozanov is a superstar. A Cup winner. An MVP. Women want him, men want to be him. He’s fucking miserable.
    He’s in love with his best friend. He can’t deny it anymore. Only now Shane is dating a movie star and happier than Ilya’s ever seen him. Ilya can’t ruin that for him, can’t ruin their friendship by asking for what he knows Shane can’t give. No matter how much it kills him.

    A charity event in San Francisco. A catastrophic computer failure. A fateful decision to drive, not fly. Two days in a car, just the two of them. Alone. Together.
    Ilya’s sick with excitement and with dread, because how can he keep his secrets with Shane so close for so long?

    What he doesn’t know is that Shane has secrets too.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    After a video gets posted of Shane and Ilya kissing on a roof in Las Vegas, they have to figure out what to do in the aftermath. With Ilya scared of deportation and Shane scared of, well, everything, they decide to forgo their flights and drive the forty hours back to Ilya's house in Boston.

    Or, a road trip fic about eating McDonald's salads, losing your virginity at a Marriott in Utah, and getting to know the fuckbuddy you've irrevocably intertwined your life with.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    That day in November, Shane Hollander ran from two things: a Tuna Melt and the terrifying truth of what he and Ilya were becoming. The universe took him seriously.
    Now, Shane isn't a professional hockey player. He's a broke, overworked beat writer whose editor communicates primarily through angry texts. He has no friends, no reputation, and definitely no hockey career.
    Then, after a game, he finds himself in the media scrum face-to-face with the one person he wanted for himself: Ilya Rozanov, the Boston Bears' star captain—victorious, infuriatingly handsome, and everything Shane remembers.
    There's just one problem.
    In this reality, Ilya Rozanov has never heard of him.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    After the tuna meltdown, they never really get the chance to get back together, only watching each other’s lives from a distance, occasionally reaching out through texts, pretending it’s enough.

    Until one day, Shane receives a package at his doorstep.
    It’s a book. It’s Ilya Rozanov’s memoir.

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    24 Jun 2026