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Want to ruin you, want to make you lose your mind by Thorpe
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF
18 May 2022
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Jackie blinked. What the hell. Usually, Jan would be leaning on the wall seductively or laying in bed, face flushed and fingertips already glistening, waiting - always waiting - for Jackie to make a move. To give instructions and praise. But this Jan took the initiative and moved with intent. Jackie gulped and let the hands on her shoulders push her back against the door.
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Time is an illusion, but one that means a lot by Thorpe
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race RPF, RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF
06 Jul 2020
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They learn that between 2 and 3 a.m. Jackie is kind and patient, but above all - he’s steady on his legs when Gigi’s own get wobbly. “Careful, baby Geeg,” he says, alongside a playful jab about needing to go to the gym more if Gigi insists on being the lightweight between the two of them. Half-past Jackie is always more than o’clock Jackie, so in the early morning hours racing with dawn he’s caring and doting and adorably standing in the doorway, trying to gauge if there are more pillows needed or less pillows needed. In Gigi’s opinion, the only thing needed is him by their side, but that gets fixed pretty fast usually.
Or: Gigi couldn't care less about the passage of time, but Jackie cares a lot, and they're in love, so Gigi is trying.
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- Part 3 of Words found at 4 a.m.
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Wasting the time we've got by Thorpe
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race RPF, RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF
20 Jun 2020
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Nicky doesn't catch the name. She’s pretty sure it’s because Crystal never said it, but, to be fair, she doesn't catch many things. It's hard to focus on what Crystal is saying when she can look at her instead. She'll write it off as a language barrier later, but it’s not that. It's… keen interest. That’s what it is. And Nicky totally isn’t thinking that it could also be translated as an infatuation, especially not when Crystal is telling her about the girl she likes.
She’s asking for advice on flirting with someone else, so Nicky’s luck really isn’t the best.
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- Part 2 of Words found at 4 a.m.
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Patchouli and yasmin (let me leave those words unsaid) by Thorpe
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race RPF, RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF
16 Jun 2020
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The cardigan smells of patchouli and yasmin, the perfumes Jackie uses on lazy days that truly deserve better than two bedrooms with an excuse for a living room and no A/C, and on the ones she’s happy. She didn’t tell Jan that, but she’s seen the steady, calm warmth in her eyes and made the connection herself. It smells of patchouli and yasmin, but Jan doesn’t have to burrow her nose in the material to sense that. She noticed Jackie was happy in the morning, so it must smell like that. She just knows it does, and then it dawns on her.
She’s in love.
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- Part 1 of Words found at 4 a.m.
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At last we find each other by Thorpe
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race RPF, RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF
04 Apr 2020
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In fairytales, if two people are meant to be together, their paths will cross eventually. That’s how fate works.
But life is not a fairytale.Or five times Brooke and Vanjie didn't meet, and one time they did.
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Words found at 4 a.m. by Thorpe
Fandom RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF, RuPaul's Drag Race RPF
06 Jul 2020
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Random ideas I get at the verge of dawn and make them into stories instead of sleeping
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The Great Divide by broccolicheddarchicken for Sileycrunch
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Jun 2026
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“Perfectly fine. I’ll be good as new in a couple of days.”
“Good.” A moment of quiet on the other line. Shane could hear Ilya breathing.
“I love you so much. You know this, yes?”
“Of course I do. And I love you too. I’ll see you…” Shane had to consider when the next day they could visit would be.
"When you see me," Ilya supplied.
“I'll see you when I see you. Okay. Sure.”
“Bye, Shane."
“Bye.”
The Boxing Day argument doesn't happen, Ilya doesn't seek professional help, and he and Shane keep pretending everything's fine. In the last few weeks of the season, Ilya reaches a breaking point. After saving his boyfriend's life, Shane is forced to grapple with the broken pieces, figure out what went wrong, and try to slot everything back together again.
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Bookmarked by Thorpe
16 Jun 2026
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Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
*5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.- Language:
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07 Jun 2026
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Something Borrowed / Something Blew by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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Shane is in the front pew. His face is—Ilya does not have words for what Shane's face is doing. He has seen Shane angry and afraid and exhausted and soft and undone. He has never seen this: living at the very bottom of a person, surfacing only when every single thing above it has given way.
This is what it looks like when Shane has nothing left to manage.
Ilya reaches for him.
His hand passes through air.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov turns the same age his mother was when she died. Featuring strange dreams, tarot readings, and a woman with her back to him who keeps appearing where she shouldn’t.
A man who spent twenty years preparing to die, and one husband who refuses to let him.
Bookmarked by Thorpe
02 Jun 2026
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R/S Games 2017 - Day 19 - Team Sirius
The dumbest thing Remus ever did was ask Sirius what he wanted to do for his 21st birthday.
The smartest thing he ever did was agree to do it.
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Bookmarked by Thorpe
27 May 2026
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No Feedback (Give It To Me) by grit_and_gospel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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“Colour?” Ilya asks again. The word slices through the fog.
Shane drags his eyes up. Ilya’s face is close, intent, reading him.
The first answer that rises is still green. It's there on the tip of his tongue. He can take more. He wants more. He wants to be the kind of person who can take more.
The second answer, quieter and more honest, is something else entirely.
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Shane comes to Ilya’s Ottawa lake house with three days off, exhausted from the tiring business of being Shane Hollander and desperate to stop thinking.
Ilya is extremely happy to oblige. The plan is simple: rough sex, marks that will fade before anyone else can see them, and enough aftercare to keep them both smug about how good they are at this.
Naturally, they get ambitious.
Naturally, things do not go entirely to plan.
[Or: Shane gets exactly what he asked for, and Ilya gets a sudden and unwanted education in dom drop]
Bookmarked by Thorpe
18 May 2026

