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  1. Public Bookmark 62

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    “Perfectly fine. I’ll be good as new in a couple of days.” 

    “Good.” A moment of quiet on the other line. Shane could hear Ilya breathing. 

    “I love you so much. You know this, yes?”

    “Of course I do. And I love you too. I’ll see you…” Shane had to consider when the next day they could visit would be.

    "When you see me," Ilya supplied.

    “I'll see you when I see you. Okay. Sure.”

    “Bye, Shane."

    “Bye.”

    The Boxing Day argument doesn't happen, Ilya doesn't seek professional help, and he and Shane keep pretending everything's fine. In the last few weeks of the season, Ilya reaches a breaking point. After saving his boyfriend's life, Shane is forced to grapple with the broken pieces, figure out what went wrong, and try to slot everything back together again.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
    *5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane is in the front pew. His face is—Ilya does not have words for what Shane's face is doing. He has seen Shane angry and afraid and exhausted and soft and undone. He has never seen this: living at the very bottom of a person, surfacing only when every single thing above it has given way.

    This is what it looks like when Shane has nothing left to manage.

    Ilya reaches for him.

    His hand passes through air.

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    Or: Ilya Rozanov turns the same age his mother was when she died. Featuring strange dreams, tarot readings, and a woman with her back to him who keeps appearing where she shouldn’t.

    A man who spent twenty years preparing to die, and one husband who refuses to let him.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    R/S Games 2017 - Day 19 - Team Sirius

    The dumbest thing Remus ever did was ask Sirius what he wanted to do for his 21st birthday.

    The smartest thing he ever did was agree to do it.

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    27 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 90

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    “Colour?” Ilya asks again. The word slices through the fog.

    Shane drags his eyes up. Ilya’s face is close, intent, reading him.

    The first answer that rises is still green. It's there on the tip of his tongue. He can take more. He wants more. He wants to be the kind of person who can take more.

    The second answer, quieter and more honest, is something else entirely.

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    Shane comes to Ilya’s Ottawa lake house with three days off, exhausted from the tiring business of being Shane Hollander and desperate to stop thinking.

    Ilya is extremely happy to oblige. The plan is simple: rough sex, marks that will fade before anyone else can see them, and enough aftercare to keep them both smug about how good they are at this.

    Naturally, they get ambitious.

    Naturally, things do not go entirely to plan.

    [Or: Shane gets exactly what he asked for, and Ilya gets a sudden and unwanted education in dom drop]

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    18 May 2026