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Because Dreaming Costs Money, My Dear by TransgenderGamblingNetwork_system
Fandoms: Andy's Apple Farm (Video Game)
08 Apr 2026
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Had issues so I gave Thomas Eastwood extremely destructive Anorexia yay!In the absence of one thing, an addict will find something to be addicted too. That's all he is, an addict. One with a crave to feel something besides the unending waves of regret that wash over him and leave him drowning. With no right to complain, and nobody to listen; he makes his choice. He was never that hungry anyways.
Sure, he feels hungry, but it's just the pain of it. The idea of eating repulsive. It's sad how long he's had this issue, and he only now decided that he should act on it. Barely having a full meal everyday, and now, he hasn't eaten at all. No more wasting resources on something everyone hates.
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Ungentle Mind to an Ugrateful Soul by TransgenderGamblingNetwork_system
Fandoms: Andy's Apple Farm (Video Game)
15 Sep 2025
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It was the two of them. It had been for weeks. Neither of them were quite sure if the others would ever show up. That's just how it was, well, for Arthur, that is. Arthur could move on, find new people, make new friends, have a life outside this mess. Him? Not so much. It was an astonishment to Thomas that he even has a social life, well... had, per se. He hasn't gone out since they've gotten back. Often, he finds himself alone, with his thoughts, his mind. His foul, no good mind. Yet, despite how much he hated it, he couldn't find it in himself to ask that one simple question. He won't do it. Not yet. He's not that desperate. Hopefully.
He's not a good dog.
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A Man-Made Hell by TransgenderGamblingNetwork_system
Fandoms: Andy's Apple Farm (Video Game)
12 Sep 2025
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He knows its not real. It's never real. Just that *thing* using their face to trick him. That doesn't stop the feeling of betrayal. Nor the fact his brain associates their faces with the harm it causes. Every memory tinted with the sick feeling of what its done to him. He *loathes* it. He's terrified over a noise, because it startled him. Stop *panicking*, he needs to stop panicking. He's not going to get hurt. Alone, just for a moment. Just to reason himself out of this unreasonable tantrum. Logic is failing him, pathetic. Curling up under his desk like a cowardly child. Spineless, truly. he can't undo the way his idiotic brain overreacts over the sight of people he used to trust. People he hurt.
He doesn't notice the front door open, or the footsteps, or the chatter from other people. Not until the door to his studio is open. Abruptly he feels like a child, he can't move, he can't breathe, he can't think. They're going to hurt him. He was too loud. He'll be quieter, he promises. He can shut up, he can stop. Please don't hurt him. *Please* don't hurt him. Caught red handed. He should shut up. It's all his fault it's all his fault its all his-
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God don't take me now. by TransgenderGamblingNetwork_system
Fandoms: Andy's Apple Farm (Video Game)
10 Sep 2025
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CRINGE AND OLD!!!!!!
genuinely embarrassed by this don't even touch it
very out of character, I should probably rewrite it at some point.I'm only leaving it up because I don't like deleting fics (for the sake of conservation)