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    Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.

    As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.

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    31 May 2026

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    Ilya goes back in time and is given a second chance to love Shane again. Made me cry so much but was so so beautiful.

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    Hayden just wanted to surprise Shane with a guy’s night in. Shane had been flat lately, and he and JJ thought it would be nice to distract him with friendship.
    How they ended up stuck in a fucking closet watching Shane get dicked down harder than anyone in the history of the world has ever been dicked down, Hayden would never quite understand.

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    31 May 2026

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    Hayjj watching Shane get pounded into the mattress from the closet, so horny, so good, also Hayden are we sure you’re straight?

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    16 May 2026

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    Not even exaggerating but this is truly one of the best fics I have ever read. Neurotic superstar goalie Shane and his larger-than-life superstar forward Ilya who has been (mostly) nothing but kind and understanding of all his quirks, who has always accepted all of Shane for all he is and cared for him and held him and all of his Shane-ness tenderly. Goalie Shane, you are so so so precious to me and I will be thinking about you and your forward for a long time. Congrats on the baddie you pulled by being autistic, Shane!

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    In his efforts to become the best captain possible, Shane accidentally cultivates among his teammates a debilitating praise kink.

    (Or, the unforeseen consequences of prolonged and repeated exposure to Shane Hollander's beautiful big brown bottom eyes, and its documented effects on a worrisomely increasing number of professional hockey players.)

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    16 May 2026

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    The metros (and everyone Shane meets actually) are Shanesexual because duh

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    Everyone can see it. In the way Ilya Rozanov’s voice gentles, in the way his focus narrows, in the way every argument ends the same way. Set post–The Long Game, this is a study of marriage, conflict, and the slow, irrevocable shift of a man who loves too openly to hide it.

    Or, five times they argue and Ilya gives in, and one time it becomes clear he always will.

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    14 May 2026

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    Ilya’s never winning an argument ever again