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    “I’m done with this conversation.” Shane’s exasperated now. He stands up, his legs shaky after sitting so long, and heads to the patio door. Ilya is not far behind.
    “No. We are just now talking. Don’t run.” Ilya tries not to yell, but it comes out louder than he intended it to, bouncing off the trees.
    “That’s all I know!” Shane spins around, blanket still wrapped around his waist. “All I know is to run. There’s fight, flight, freeze. I choose flight. I can’t fight because then I’ll be the Asian guy with an attitude problem. Oh, now the Asian gay guy with an attitude problem. Hell the internet apparently insists I’m autistic, and fuck I might be? So let’s throw that in too! The Asian gay autistic guy with an attitude problem. So better to run then! There isn’t a day I’m not running from something.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Iyla knows that Shane Hollander has two vices: crazy hot sex with his very handsome boyfriend, and gummy bears. The problem, Ilya has noticed, is that afterwards he always feels guilty about straying from his perfectly constructed diet plan. But that's when Ilya sees them: sugar free gummy bears. Convinced he's going to get a good grade in boyfriend, Ilya adds them to his cart, and hands them to Shane a few days later.

    Unfortunately, he doesn't know that he's just handed Shane a ticking time bomb.

    Or, that time Ilya thought he gave his wonderful boyfriend food poisoning.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Shane can’t look at him. He can’t really look at anyone but he manages to lift his head and stare right back into Troy’s glistening eyes.

    “I never had that advantage, Troy. I never got to take it out on anyone, for any of it. All the times I got on that ice to play some hockey and some… fuckwit idiot like Kent, or whoever was calling me slurs— whether they were gay ones or racist ones… I couldn’t just hurl them back and call it a day like you did.”

    He swallows hard. He thinks he might be sick a little bit in his mouth.

    “You know how fucking lucky you are? To have gotten away with it? They love you, Barrett. This team loves you! You’re fucking celebrated because you overcame this big, terrible thing but for me it’s—”

    He thinks about his mom in that very split second. His beautiful, wonderful mom who’d coached him his entire life on how to be polite, how to be well behaved. How to answer to teachers the right way, to coaches, to cops to the press to the general public to his fucking teammates—

    He looks away. The fight suddenly drains right out of him and he goes back to his bag.

    or: shane decides to confront troy if no one else will

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “I know you’re like, quiet about being gay. But this isn’t some like self hating shit, right? I mean, if it is, I’m happy to talk about it.” Shane barks a laugh, louder than he means to which results in drawing the attention of a few other players around him. Shane doesn’t notice though, locked in on Barrett. He slides out from under the man’s arms and turns to face him.

    “You want to talk to me about being a self-hating gay? You?” Shane’s voice isn’t quiet like it was when the two first started talking.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    At a dinner meant to bring their worlds together, Shane and Ilya quietly open their home to Hayden and Jackie. Surrounded by years of shared memories, homemade Russian food, and undeniable intimacy, Hayden’s discomfort slowly turns into open disapproval of Ilya and Shane’s relationship. What begins as an uneasy conversation becomes a devastating confrontation where Shane realizes Hayden never truly accepted the most important part of him.

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    07 May 2026