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I Can Feel the Soil by squidinkblot
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
03 Jun 2026
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“Do you… Do you know who it is?” Sand asks.
Ray nods, just once.
“Mew. It has to be. It’s always been Mew.”or: Ray develops hanahaki disease and is forced to reckon with his relationship to life, death, and love.
Inspired by/title from the song 'I Know It's Over' by The Smiths
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04 Jun 2026
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Of all the times and places to realize he’s in love... It honestly never occurred to Dex that it could happen in such an innocuous moment. Walking to class on a chilly November day in his senior year. Catching a glimpse of his linemate through the window of the local coffee shop. Feeling a sudden, intense want, so fiercely it nearly bowls him over.
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30 Jan 2026
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“No,” Dex says, not looking up from his homework, the moment that Nursey bursts through the door of the basement bungalow. The man has at least finally learned to knock first, though he never actually waits for Dex to answer.
“I didn’t even say anything yet,” Nursey pouts.
Dex keeps his eyes fixed firmly on the textbook on his desk, refusing to glance back over his shoulder and see whatever stupid expression Nursey is probably making at him. Nursey has a full arsenal of expressions at his disposal that all seem tailormade to chip away at Dex’s steady resolve. And it’s been getting harder and harder over the years not to let anyone see that, especially Nursey.
“You didn’t have to,” Dex says. “I could hear you psyching yourself up on your way down the stairs.”
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29 Jan 2026
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At the beginning of his senior year, Nursey immediately (if unwillingly) realizes two things in quick succession.
One: A large portion of the Samwell student body is apparently into Dex, even if the guy is completely oblivious to this fact.
And two: For reasons that Nursey refuses to verbalize, he has a pretty big problem with that.
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24 Jan 2026
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“He cared about you too, you know.”
“No. Not the way he does about you.” He can’t keep the bitterness out of his voice. Panic and shame flood through him as he sees the pieces click into place in her mind, and suddenly he can’t bear to look at her. His back hits the studio wall and he slides down it until he can sit, face buried in his knees like a child.
“Is that…what you wanted?” The question is soft, and careful, and so much kinder than he deserves. He almost wishes she would be cruel. Then he wouldn’t have to feel so awful. But then she wouldn’t be Eugene, and he wouldn’t love her too, and they wouldn’t be in the mess they’re in now.
Or, Gram comes clean with Eugene, which puts a lot of things into perspective.
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01 Nov 2025