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    He’s not stupid. It took him some time — years — but Eddie’s half certain that, should his patience snap one day, should he lean in across the way one night when it’s just the two of them, should he palm at Buck’s jaw to bring his face closer and kiss him on the mouth, Buck would kiss him back. That’s not the problem.

    The problem is that Eddie’s gonna ruin it.

    He’s ruined every other romantic relationship in his life. If it happens with Buck, Eddie knows neither of them will come back from it.

    These days, he’s content with having Buck the way he does now. He may succumb to weakness, sometimes, like he just did in the kitchen, holding Buck like that, but Eddie’s willpower is the stuff of legend. He’s happy with his place in Buck’s life. He can play the part of codependent best friend, dad who stepped up, platonic soulmate.

    The main issue here, really, hindsight twenty-twenty and all, is that Eddie really misses being a husband.

    or: five times eddie, willing and knowing, acts like buck's husband, and one time he. well. you can guess where this is going.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    While travelling back through Mexico from his way back from Peru, Buck finds himself falling into bed with the charming and charismatic Eddie Diaz. Only to discover that the alpha is one of the most powerful mafia bosses in the Americas.

    Buck quickly makes a run for it back to the safety of Los Angeles, expect for one important detail that he will later discover: he is pregnant with Eddie's child. Now, the alpha is ready to rain fire and blood over America until he finds the omega that escaped his grasp.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “You really like him, don’t you?” Eddie asks, a tired smile still plastered on his face.

    “Yes,” Christopher nods “I like Mr.Buck very much, and you too.” He giggles.

    “Oh, you like me very much too?”

    “No, you like Mr.Buck too.”

    “I like Mr.Buck?” Eddie laughs, confused.

    “Yes, you asked him on a date” Christopher explains as if it was obvious, silly daddy.

    “I… I asked him on a date?” Eddie asks, still very confused.

    “You did Dad, just now.”

    Or, Eddie is slowly falling for Christopher's teacher

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Eddie isn't even thinking of porn when he clicks on the thumbnail.

    The man is simply beaming up at him from his iPad screen, and his smile is the most beautiful thing Eddie's ever seen. Eddie…just can't look away from it.

    He clicks.

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    Single dad and newly out Eddie, finds Firehose_Buck's OnlyFans account one night. He becomes an immediate fan.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Eddie's talking about Marisol, about how he should have seen it coming, about how he's tired of trying to make things work that aren't meant to work. Buck is listening, mostly, but he's also watching the way Eddie's throat moves when he swallows, the way his fingers drum restlessly against the table.

    "What about you?" Eddie asks suddenly. "How's Tommy?"

    Buck blinks.

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    or; Kim situation never happened, Eddie and Marisol break up. Buck and Eddie get a bit too drunk.

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    03 Jun 2026