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Praise was sparse in the Carter household, but John discovered that when he left food on his plate, a "good boy, John. Learning when to stop when you're full" would always follow.
But he wasn't full.
He was never full.
But that ache, that gnawing pain in the pit of his stomach, that was what love felt like.
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Scenes from an adolescence spent fighting for love in all the wrong ways.
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He closes his eyes for a moment and tips his head back in frustration when several things hit him at once:
- His eyes burn—they're overdry and strained from the low light of the lounge
- His back aches—he's been hunched over the table with no regard for his posture
- He has to piss
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Carter discovers something new about himself and about Peter. Things get messy.
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"I want to hunt."
Grace rolls her eyes. "Knock yourself out, dude. You've got like, a gazillion acres of woodland forest to shoot at." Titus sniffs, indignant, but she cuts him off. "Now move. You're blocking my sun."
He lays his large hands on the tops of her bare feet, smoothing his calloused palms up the length of her shins and over her knees. They trail underneath the pink flowy sundress she threw on, appropriate for the stifling July heat, pushing it up to pool around her hips.
"You misunderstand, little rabbit," he drawls, fingers drawing shapes on the tops of her thighs, "I want to hunt."
A thrill runs through Grace that she hasn't felt in months; she feels alive, pinned beneath her husband's predatory gaze.
"Oh," she breathes.
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Titus wants something to sink his teeth into; Grace happens to be the perfect prey.
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Fuck.
His head hurts. His stomach's cramping. He feels… sticky.
Fuck.
John doesn't need to open his eyes to know what he'll see—a pool of red emanating from his boxers.
Thank God today's his day off.
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John is bloody and dysphoric. Peter helps.
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"Carter," Peter speaks lowly, just able to be heard above the radio.
"Yeah?"
"You know what day it is." It's not a question.
He starts to shift in his seat, but freezes, not wanting to dislodge Lucy from where she rests against his shoulder.
"I do."
"I'd like to invite Lucy to join us. How do you feel about that?"
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Lucy finally gets to see what happens behind closed doors and learns a bit about herself in the process.
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- Part 2 of A Helping Hand
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In the early afternoon, he finally hears the bedroom door click open, and footsteps padding down the hall.
"Thank God you're finally awake," Holland says, still hunched over the paper. "Jack, baby, they got me fucking stumped, they're making up new words. What's an eight-letter synonym for life, starting with a V?"
There's no reply. Healy can usually think of at least one thing to throw out, even if it doesn't fit. The silence goes on for a beat too long, and Holland didn't hear him move to the kitchen. He turns around —
— and it's Healy, standing there, it's definitely Healy, but it's a Healy who looks like he's in his fucking twenties.
His face is completely unlined — his hair is dark, not a speck of gray — and he's staring right back at Holland.
"Um." Holland's at a complete loss. "Hi."
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23 Jun 2026
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March listened, letting his knees relax open, his fingers restlessly gripping at the bedspread.
“Jesus, you’re keyed up,” Healy said.
Holland scoffed. “You’ve been fucking with me for like fifteen minutes while I’m wearing girl clothes, I think I’m allowed to be keyed—Ah!”Bookmarked by abbytm
21 Jun 2026
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“Why're you always in such a rush?” Jackson murmurs against Holland’s mouth, stubble scratching against moustache. Up this close, Holland goes a little cross-eyed trying to keep Jackson’s gaze. "Let me take care of you."
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20 Jun 2026
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He’d been expecting hesitant, missionary position licking, not… This.
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18 Jun 2026
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Some clients are more persistent than others. Holland does not appreciate that.
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- Part 10 of Underappreciated fandoms
- Part 3 of PWP
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18 Jun 2026