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Pedro está exausto de se perder em hotéis caros e garrafas de vinho, tentando preencher o vazio deixado por João Vitor. Entre o cheiro de cigarro e o brilho cínico de São Paulo, ele se vê preso em um ciclo de culpa e saudade por alguém que mentia mal, mas que ainda possui o único corpo capaz de desarmá-lo. Quando o cansaço emocional cede espaço ao tesão incontrolável, uma ligação de madrugada prova que, embora a confiança tenha se quebrado, a conexão entre os dois é um vício que nenhum deles está pronto para largar.
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'Cause only those I really love will ever really know me by actuallyadisaster
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Shane thought he was made to be lonely. No one ever told him that, exactly, but for him to be a successful hockey player he couldn’t have much more than that. It would be greedy and he should accept this fate. But some people just never seemed to follow his flow.
Or four times people told Shane he didn’t need to be alone and one time he believed it. -
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Harry Potter loved romcoms as much as he wanted to live one, with tracklists, grand finals and all of that cliché. He just hadn’t expected to fall into the biggest cliché of all times: the fake dating trope.
Or five times where Ginny and Harry pretend to date each other and that one time where they didn’t need to.
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do the math by diazette
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander ✅ @shanehollanderofficial
I’ve seen many publications over the years speculating on my own, and my husband’s, hockey stats and accolades in relation to our romantic relationship and when the public assumes it started.We don’t owe this to anyone. But we’ve also been playing professional hockey for seventeen years and we’ve both run out of ahem, cares to give.
On the right is a photograph from the behind the scenes of our joint CCM advertisement in July of 2010. This photo predates the hundreds of combined accomplishments listed on the left.
Oh, and it was also taken about six hours before our first kiss.
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or; a year from retirement and out of fucks to give, shane reveals their timeline to twitter in response to the latest speculatory article on their relationship. hollanovs across the world rejoice, centaurs celebrate their beloved dads, and former teammates share the not-so-subtle clues they missed the first time.
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26 Jun 2026
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O-Town’s Fillies Back Again by Anonymous
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jun 2026
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22 Jun 2026
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Glimpses of Domesticity by Ensolleildelune
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jun 2026
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It starts with Hollanov going viral for Shane kissing Ilya's hand in a grocery parking lot, and leads to the world seeing how painfully in love the two are.
OR, Shane and Ilya being domestic and in love in public, as seen through the eyes of the internet and their friends, a social media, 5+1 Fic.
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21 Jun 2026
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"You take her." Shane waits for Rozanov to take Lucie, but when he doesn't do anything, Shane flicks his gaze up to see Rozanov's eyes widen. "What?"
"You want me to feed her?"
"Yes. You literally just held her. What's the difference?"
"I-I don't know what to do."
Shane passes Lucie over to him, then guides Rozanov's hand to the bottle to keep it up. "You just hold it like that."
"Then what?"
Or: Shane has a one night stand with a woman during the six months Ilya ghosted him, and he's left with a little girl. Lucie Hollander wraps them both around her little finger and changes the course of their love story.
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21 Jun 2026
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The internet gets confirmation: Shane Hollander has a girlfriend. Called Lily.
Ever considered how many Lilys there are in North America? Or how many people with parasocial delusions?
Twitter is flooded with #findLily pretenders.
@insomniac_bookworm42 | Did you learn Photoshop at one of those free “Computers for Senior Citizens” classes at the library?
@insomniac_bookworm42 | If not, you should ask for a refund
@preoccupied_educator | this is insulting to those of us who make weird self-insert clout chasing parasocial photoshopped pictures of ourselves with celebrities for a living
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18 Jun 2026