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    “What the fuck, Rozanov?!” He says as soon as he’s certain there’s no one in earshot.

    He leans back against the counter, the nonchalantness of it all only pissing Shane off even more. “What?” He says with a shrug, breaking the darkening gaze he had just a moment ago.

    “Are you fucking serious? Making out with my girl-“ he pauses, watching Ilya’s brows raise in shock. “One of Rose’s friends? In a public fucking bathroom?” He finished finally.

    Ilya just chuckles, no real humor behind it. “Oh so that’s why you are all mad, because he’s friends with your pretty little girlfriend?” His tone coming out a little more hurt than Shane had thought he would sound.

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    OR: An alternative ending to the ep. 4 club scene where Shane doesn’t go home with Rose, instead catches Ilya making out with someone he shouldn’t be…..

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane celoso bb como dios manda

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    “Thank you,” Ilya murmured, “You have no idea how much this means to me.”

    Shane let out a small huff of laughter, ruffling Ilya's hair. “Don’t thank me just yet, you need to go out there with me.”

    Ilya pulled back to look at Shane with a solemn expression, “Shane, if you really have any more surprises for me in the living room, I will sob”

    Shane pursed his lips, “Do you want me to lie?”

    “God,” He said, hiding his face in Shane's neck again. “You are horrible”

     

    or; the fluffy Ilya birthday fic we all deserve

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    16 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    POR FIN ALGO LINDO PPR EL CUMPLEAÑOS DE ILYA

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    It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.

    His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.

    Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.

    Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.

     

    or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.

    "I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.

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    16 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    LO QUE HE LLORADO, MR ENCANTA

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    A routine family dinner with Shane’s parents is supposed to be a safe haven, but the wires in Ilya's hyper-vigilant mind are already short-circuiting.

    When David raises his hand in a fast, playful motion toward Shane, the innocent gesture drags Ilya screaming back to a cramped, terrifying apartment in Moscow.

    His oldest survival instinct immediately overrides everything else: protect the person you love.

    Dropping to his knees to take a blow that isn't coming, Ilya lays his deepest, most heavily guarded trauma completely bare on the living room floor.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Maldito seas Grigori rozanov cuando te encuentre en el infierno te las verás conmigo

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    Instead of breaking up, Shane and Rose agree to a mutually beneficial lavender relationship for the cameras.

    If only Ilya would let him explain...

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    16 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Me quedé en el capítulo 10 (11 si contamos el prólogo)