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    A board creaks somewhere in the house, but he pays it no mind. This house is not by any means old, with its square, polished design and the best security system money could buy, but boards act up on their own all the time. It has nothing to do with the fact that he has not activated the lockdown system, but it has everything to do with the bear traps situated on the left side of his wide bed, carefully set up under the covers.

    One wrong move and he could kiss his arm and leg goodbye. Luckily for him, he doesn't plan on moving.

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    Andrew and Neil love each other in the way that makes sense to them. And if it takes stalking, torture, murder and—on a few memorable occasions—kidnapping to prove it and keep each other safe, then so be it.

    It's unconventional, but it's them. It's a pity others don't see it as such.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Waiting for chapter four👀

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    "Are you stalking me?" She asked her voice as sweet as venom infused honey.
    "Now why would I do that?" Andrew asked his mouth moving before his brain could catch up. This wasn't how he imagined their first conversation going but he foolishly hoped that Nathania would make it interesting nonetheless.
    "You tell me." She hissed. Andrew could almost picture the thick strands of curls morphing into snakes to turn him into an ice sculpture. "Every time I see you, I find that you're staring at me."
    Well, Andrew supposed that was true. He did tend to stare at her, how could he not when at any second she could light the whole place on fire or freeze hell over with just a flick of her hair or a glare.
    "It’s not my fault that you are the most interesting thing in this depressing catalog excuse for a school, is it?" Andrew said. Surprisingly the words came easy to Andrew. Apparently being faced with a wildfire made him much more willing to speak. How more interesting could Nathania get?
    AKA Andrew moves to Baltimore with his new foster parents and meets Neil the stealth trans guy and they navigate hell (High school and a monster named Nathan) together and their escape as they fall in love

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Neil turned to look out the window, letting the smoke burn through his lungs longer than he should’ve. It hurt; it made him feel real again. He let it out slowly, afraid time might slip away with the exhale, and he’d become this smoke dissipating into the wind once more.

    If it were a year ago, he would write this off as his memory being odd. It always had been. Conversations he was present for slipped away, and more than just possessions got lost between the cities they stayed in. If this were a year ago, he’d write the missing hours away because he’d been jumbled and upset, and his mind didn’t always hit the record button for the bad stuff. But he wasn’t just surviving for himself anymore.

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    No longer on the run, some inconsistencies Neil had long written off start to effect his daily life. Or, another DID!Neil fic.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Ch 9

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    What if Neil's father caught up to him in Millport? What if Agent Browning had seen more of Nathaniel in Neil after Baltimore, and figured the FBI could use the help?

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    Neil works for the FBI to hunt down the criminals they can’t catch, in return for staying out of jail after Baltimore. Agent Browning isn't all that good at his job, Matt just wants to be friends with his squirelly roommate, and Andrew is the first person Neil doesn't want to lie to.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    "I'm Neil. I don't know if you remember me. You met me a year ago when I was Alex. We spent the night talking and trading truths. And then we slept together."

    Andrew blinked exactly once. "I remember."

    "Yes." Neil took a deep breath. "I know that doesn't explain why I'm here. There's another thing. I kind of... Had your kid."

    Or, pro exy star Andrew Minyard has a one night stand with a no name runaway that has unexpected results.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Such a sweet fic!! Hopeful for ch 13