almostloverx



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    Eddie’s mouth twitched.

    “You’re in my way.”

    “You literally walked into me.”

    Eddie stepped closer then instead of moving aside, one hand bracing lightly against the wall beside Buck’s shoulder so their bodies almost brushed. Buck’s breath caught embarrassingly fast.

    “Maybe you’re just hard to avoid,” Eddie said softly.

    And that — that absolutely sounded like flirting.

    Or - over the years Buck and Eddie have spent many Sundays together but something about this Sunday hits very differently

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Chim is reading aloud before Buck can lunge across the counter and stop him, “I’d beg so loud they’d all know exactly what you—” His eyebrows climb to his hairline, “Buck, what the fuck?”

    Ravi bursts out laughing, nearly doubling over, “Wait, you sexted the group chat?!”

    “No, no, no—” Buck’s voice traitorously cracks and he can feel the heat in his face, “That’s not—I didn’t—”

    Hen’s tone sharpens, amusement undercut with curiosity, “You’re seeing someone? Who is she?”

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    Three months of secret hookups with Eddie and Buck manages to blow it all with one wrong text.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “You don’t get to say I stood there and smiled,” Eddie growls into his mouth. “You don’t get to pretend I’m not fucking gutted.”

    “You’re leaving me!” Buck gasps against his lips. “You’re leaving and you didn’t—”

    He steps forward again and Buck leans back, head knocking against the wall, his entire frame vibrating. He tries to find his words—some mix of I’m sorry and you didn’t give me a chance but none of it makes it past his lips before Eddie shoves him again, hard enough to rattle the wall behind him, an effort to keep him quiet.

    “Don’t,” Eddie snaps. “Don’t you dare make this about you.”

    Buck’s eyes go wide, mouth parting on instinct, throat aching from everything he’s choking back. He’s so close to saying it anyway, whatever it is, whatever would push this over the edge, but he doesn’t get the chance.

    Eddie’s fingers skim Buck’s lower lip, pausing there. “Open your mouth,” he rasps, cutting through the last of Buck’s defenses, “and shut the fuck up.”

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    Eddie's moving to El Paso, and Buck goes through the five stages of grief while sucking his dick.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    The guy’s hand drops to Buck’s waist and grips it—tight.

    Eddie doesn’t mean to say anything. Honestly. He’s planning on standing there like a sane person, drinking his beer, minding his own business.

    But that hand stays exactly where it shouldn’t, and Buck laughs like he doesn’t feel it, and the words slip out before Eddie even knows he’s opened his mouth.

    “Oh fuck no.”

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    After Buck's friend bails on him, he invites Eddie to come with him to a themed event at a bar - a gay bar, as it turns out. After watching Buck flirt all night, Eddie takes matters into his own hands and shows Buck who he really belongs to.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    "Come on. Clothes off. We're cuddling for survival."

    Eddie is so cold he's not entirely sure this is real. He might be hallucinating. He might have already died and this is some kind of purgatory situation, because "Buck taking his clothes off and telling Eddie to do the same" feels like exactly the kind of scenario Eddie's subconscious would generate to torment him in the afterlife. Hey Eddie, his dead brain is saying, here's everything you ever wanted but were too chickenshit to reach for. Watch Buck's abs flex while you freeze to death. This is your eternal punishment for never going to therapy.

    “We’re not cuddling.

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    Eddie knows how to survive everything except this.

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    15 Jun 2026