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  1. Rec *

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    “Say it.”

    Like a good trainer, Niall knows when he’s asking too much from a puppy. He doubts Ruben will ever be able to articulate this need in him for a long time. Maybe it’ll be easier this way. If only Niall knows it exists, no one else can fill that void in him. He’ll be Ruben’s one and only. Girls come and go, vapid and preening, but Ruben will only ever have one brother.

    “I need you.”

     

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    Niall trains Ruben like a dog.

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    30 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 99

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    Sam and Dean work it out. (Smutty coda to Season 8, episode 5.)

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Dad's on a hunt, Dean's acting strange, and Bilton, NY, is the last place on earth Sam imagined he would figure out how to make everything fit right.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Dad would push Sam to Dean’s arms every time and Dean would change his diaper without a word of complaint. It felt familiar back then. It reminded him of Mum.

    At that age, Dean wanted to do everything Mum did for Sammy. It hurt him whenever he couldn’t do something. He had forgotten about it. The helplessness he felt when he couldn’t provide for Sam.

    Looking back now, it was such a stupid feeling. Obviously, Dean couldn’t make milk for Sam. He wasn’t a girl. He was also too young to be able to do it anyway. God, Dean couldn’t be more thankful that nobody else knew about it. Sam didn’t remember and Dad never knew. Dean never let Dad see. He could feel Dad’s eyes following Dean around. He knew Dad saw someone else there. It made Dean just the tiniest bit happy to be able to make Dad smile but he couldn’t let Dad see how he failed at the one thing Mum could always do; make milk.

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    Dean never gets over wanting to breastfeed Sam and being unable to do it. It escalates when Sam finds out.

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    21 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 12

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    It wouldn’t take much at all to just wrap his lips around the bud and take what he needed. Dean always provided for him, more than his father, more than his mother. He could give him this too, couldn’t he? Mommy could give him this.

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    21 Jun 2026