ancilla89
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- Blue Bloods (TV) (194)
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When Danny tells Greg that he was a POW for 3 weeks in Iraq...I was delighted. Because that's one of my headcanons from my very first Blue Bloods fanfic ever (Drowning, chapter 4, written in late 2018)...and to see it canon warmed this writer's heart.
So now we have Danny wrestling with the fact that now his son knows something he'd hoped Sean would never know.
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"To the Ones That Didn't Make it Back Home" by ancilla89
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV), Boston Blue (TV)
25 May 2026
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Title from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRnkeo2y2kY
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- Part 18 of Danny Reagan's Longest War
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A few "scene fixes" for "Chasing Monsters."
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Am I Someone That's Worth Saving? by J_Hill (ancilla89) for Fencingfilly
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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Title is from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgmCpebOlIA
THANK YOU to FencingFilly for her beautiful, beautiful work, and for graciously allowing me to write a few stories based on it. I hope you enjoy!
Words in bold are direct quotes from FencingFilly's story.
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- Part 19 of The "Black Sheep" has a Dark Side, Too
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Four Years Learning (After Twenty-Four Years Searching) by J_Hill (ancilla89)
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV)
09 Aug 2025
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I have been wanting to write some sort of fix-it fic with missing scenes between Joe and his mother, him slowly getting to know the Reagan family, etc.
Beginning at 10x19 until the end of Blue Bloods.
CHAPTER 6 begins a multi-chapter arc surrounding Joe getting shot in 11x16.
This is an AU fic due to my headcanon that Paula Hill was a manipulative and emotionally abusive mother.
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The "Black Sheep" has a Dark Side, Too by ancilla89, J_Hill (ancilla89)
Fandom Blue Bloods (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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Danny Reagan's Longest War by ancilla89, J_Hill (ancilla89)
Fandom Blue Bloods (TV), Boston Blue (TV)
25 May 2026
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Danny deals with memories stirred up by the events in Afghanistan in August 2021, and his own PTSD.
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Danny and Joe Hill struggle with the approaching season of Christmas.
Fair warning: each man is OUT-OF-CHARACTER here.
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Stories set within Season 4 Episode 13, "Unfinished Business," OR within the context of/alternate universe of my story "Drowning."
All of these stories contain mentions of PTSD or suicidal thoughts.
Please read carefully!- Words:
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He inhales slowly. The breath doesn’t go where it should.
Robby's asthma flares, but old demons keep him from seeking the help he needs.
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- Part 30 of The Pitt, The Pain, The Plot
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09 Jul 2026
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The events of day finally catch up to Robby. Post 01x15.
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- Part 28 of The Pitt, The Pain, The Plot
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09 Jul 2026
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Jack loses his leg while on deployment. Robby is there to help him pick up the pieces.
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- Part 25 of The Pitt, The Pain, The Plot
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09 Jul 2026
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"Another explosion followed—louder, closer—and this time Robby heard it: a sharp inhale, cut off halfway.
Robby moved fast but quietly, years of ED instincts translating easily to home.
He found Jack crouched by the far wall of the living room, prosthetic discarded nearby, back pressed hard to the bookshelf like he was trying to make himself smaller. His hands were clenched at his sides, fingers white, eyes unfocused and wild.
The window flashed bright with another burst of light.
Jack flinched violently.
Robby’s chest ached."New Year's Eve brings back memories that Jack wishes he could just forget.
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- Part 8 of The Pitt, The Pain, The Plot
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09 Jul 2026
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"Jack didn’t mean to hide it. That was the thing—he hadn’t woken up thinking I’ll ignore this. He’d woken up thinking I’ll deal with it after shift, which had turned into after dinner, which had turned into tomorrow, which had turned into three days of low-grade fever and a dull, insistent ache he told himself was just overuse."
Abbot neglects his own health and Robby picks up the pieces.
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- Part 5 of The Pitt, The Pain, The Plot
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09 Jul 2026