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  1. Public Bookmark 99

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    A hollanov smau

    In which singer/songwriter Shane Hollander and DJ/Producer Tzar Domynik (Ilya Rozanov) are photographed ouside the VMAs and their fans can't get enough.

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    01 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander has been in love with Ilya Rozanov for twenty-eight years and has never said it once.

    When Ilya's nineteen-year-old son Nicholas - same face, same body, same cock, same ruinous Rozanov gravity - drops to his knees in a locker room shower and says "I've wanted you since I was fourteen," Shane doesn't stop him. He closes his eyes and pretends.

    This is not a love story. This is a sin repeated across two generations, and Shane is the altar. All characters are adults (19+).

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.

    Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”

    Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”

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    Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever

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    29 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up to a best friend, a team, a family, a puppy, and best of all, a husband that loves him. The only problem? He doesn't remember any of it.

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    An amnesia fic that sees Ilya wake to a life that he loves, one that he fought for even if he can't remember what that fight looked like. With the hesitant help of Troy Barrett, he'll do everything he can to keep it.

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    29 May 2026