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    “How old are you, Astarion?”

    Astarion is not expecting the question, Halsin can tell by the way he jerks upright, spine straight, shoulders strong.

    “Two-hundred-and-forty,” he answers without hesitation. “Give or take a few years.”

    Halsin swallows, rewords his question. “How old were you when you were turned?”

    Astarion goes quiet. Extremely, cacophonously quiet.

    “Thirty-nine,” he finally says, a bolt straight into Halsin’s heart.

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    Halsin discovers Astarion was turned before his maturity and all the sacred elven rites that come along with it. Including the sex one.

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    14 Jul 2025

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    The pale elf stood stock-still. His eyes betrayed no alarm.
    “Astarion,” Halsin huffed. “My apologies. I thought myself alone, and must not have been aware of my surroundings. I hope I didn’t startle you.”
    Astarion smirked, his frame breaking into the languid, theatrical stance Halsin found familiar. “My dear druid, I live for surprises. And you,” he purred, his eyes sweeping over Halsin’s expansive torso, “are a pleasant surprise indeed.”
    Halsin felt his face grow hot. He disregarded the reaction. Astarion wore his flirtation like a cloak; to be donned when useful, and otherwise set aside. He chuckled, “Well, then, I bid you goodnight. If we’re to tackle the Gauntlet of Shar tomorrow, we’ll sorely need our rest. Walk safely.” He sidestepped the smaller elf and made to continue his walk back to camp.
    “Wait.”

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    14 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    When Astarion wakes from another nightmare, Halsin is the one to talk to him.

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    22 Oct 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    A glimpse of a face Halsin never wanted to see again causes his mind to assail him with repressed traumatic memories.
    As Kiaran and Halsin find an unconventional way to cope, Kiaran also fights to ensure Halsin never has to undergo such horrors again.

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    22 Oct 2024

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    Please enjoy a slow burn romance as these two beautiful, traumatized bastards find healing and hope for the future in each others' arms. Plenty of porn, but with plot!

    This fic covers the entire span of Astarion's Origin questline, and will be complete post-Cazador.

    Header art by @Solmesia.

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    10 Oct 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 8

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    The gang finally scavenge enough money to rent a room or two at a local inn. It's by no means great, the bed frames are rotting, but it's better than sleeping on the ground. How do six tadpole infected people not have 50g between them? The economy is in shambles. Thus, they're sharing rooms. Wyll and Astarion end up staying in the same one. (And there's only one bed, of course.)

     

    title is from First Light by Hozier, totally a wyllstarion song in my opinion :) I AM NEVER FINISHING THIS LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    10 Oct 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 9

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    04 Oct 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 65

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    Halsin's longing for Tav blooms.
    If you’re into pining, sexual frustration, and some heart pounding, life swallowing, smoldering, slow burn smut, with a vampire tossed in you’re in the right place sugar. But, it is beautiful in places. It will make you cry, it will make you laugh, and it will definitely make you kick your feet and scream.
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    Halsin, Tav and Astarion-plenty of delicious smut…

    It’s a BITE NIGHT GONE BAD LOVE STORY and a HEALING JOURNEY. Over 155k words published so far. Subscribe/bookmark
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    Fall in love and roll around in your bedsheets with me.
     

    Take your time to read it slow. Let it sink in as you experience it, let it transport you!
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    Evocative Prose
    Read the Comments to see what others think.
     

    Watch for updates here:
    July 22- pushing limits and boundaries, give them what they want
     

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    04 Oct 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 13

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    “I am not sure what my journey forth will hold, but you are welcome to join me as long as you wish. I will be glad for it.”

    Suddenly I want to cry happy tears. I feel like a massive weight has been taken off my shoulders. I crash into his chest, burying my face in his leather vest in relief. He closes his big bear arms around me and I am surrounded by his warmth. He leans down to put his cheek against the top of my head and something inside me whispers that this is what home feels like.

    For all the girls who wanted more than anything to follow Halsin and give him his happy ending.

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    04 Oct 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 48

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    “You know,” Halsin said, “it takes an honorable man to admit when he has done wrong.”

    “Indeed,” Ulder swirled the wine in his glass. He smiled, distantly. It didn’t quite reach his eyes. “And it takes a dishonorable man to cast his son away in his time of need.”

    Halsin turned to look at Ulder. “You strike me as a man who carries an immense amount of guilt.”

    Ulder snorted. “And you strike me as a man with little grasp on the rituals of polite society.”

    Halsin laughed. “Be it so."

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    Standing alone in the back of Wyll's wedding, Ulder contemplates the nature of fatherhood, who his son has become, and the thick hunk of an elf Wyll calls his friend.

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    03 Oct 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 43

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    Alternate/ Modern universe- Mind reading Halsin/ Suicidal Astarion.
    Halsin meets Astarion on his way home from work one night, ready to jump off the bridge.

    He sets out to ensure Astarion sees the winter Solstices' stars he was named after, as free as they were always meant to be.

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    53/?
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    10,094

    02 Oct 2024

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