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Ilya Rozanov is Now Live by Itsallfine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 May 2026
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Post-cottage, Shane and Ilya quickly discover that hiding sucks, so they launch their friendship via a series of chaotic Instagram Lives. It predictably spirals out of control.
Ch 1: Friends!
Ch 2: …Uh, friends?
Ch 3: Definitely not friends.- Language:
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27 Jun 2026
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Guardsman Ng by WerewolvesAreReal for lux_arcana
Fandoms: Nine Worlds Series - Victoria Goddard, The Lays of the Hearth-Fire Series - Victoria Goddard
23 Feb 2026
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Cliopher Mdang meets Cliopher Ng, a new recruit in the Imperial Guard
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12 Jun 2026
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Operation O Canada, or The Hollander-Rozanov Method of Soft Launching a Marriage by robbinscinquefoil
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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“Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”
“Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”
Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.
In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.
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- Part 1 of Operation O Canada
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- English
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- 8/8
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02 May 2026
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Rozanov made a dismissive noise. “No, no, I will pick you up. Send me your address.”
“I’m not giving you my home address.”
“Why not!”
“Because you’ll probably post it on social media to psych me out before our next game.”
That made Rozanov laugh. “It is good idea,” he said. Stopped laughing. Started again. Blew out a breath like he had to get himself together. “I might do this to you,” he allowed, “but you have nice boyfriend living with you now. I would not do this to him. You are safe.”
In which Ilya Rozanov adopts himself into Scott and Kip's household and refuses to leave. Kip finds this very sweet. Scott is going to kill him.
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22 Apr 2026
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sold to shane hollander by moubrip
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Feb 2026
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“I did not have a crush on Hollander,” Troy argues.
“So wanting his number is not having a crush?” Dykstra asks.
“Jesus Christ,” Troy murmurs under his breath.
Harris feels like he should take pity on his boyfriend. “Hey, hey, it’s okay. I had a crush on Hollander too.”
It’s close enough to the truth. Harris is not going to confess that in the depths of his crush, he wrote fanfiction about Shane. And he certainly is not going to elaborate on all the plot points from the rare heart condition requiring expensive care in the United States to being sold by his family to Shane Hollander to cover the debt.
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- Part 2 of a crush on shane hollander
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21 Apr 2026
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18 Apr 2026
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the sum of its parts by FlameHazel18
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 May 2026
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A (slightly AU) series of socmed/group chat fics following Shane, Ilya, and the Centaurs from the Hollanov outing through Shane’s first season with Ottawa
These are technically all interconnected, and will include references to past events within this universe, but can absolutely be read as standalones
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24 Mar 2026
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MLH's Queer Conspiracy by totearup
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Mar 2026
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Welcome to the secure chat room.
Chatting with 10 users.
You are user AU08Rozanov: I want to coordinate a mass coming out for a bunch of MLH players. If we all come out at once, no one has to be first.
Or, after his father's funeral Ilya decides to gather all the queer hockey players for a mass coming out.
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- English
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- 4/4
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16 Mar 2026
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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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13 Feb 2026
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ilyuca81 (otherwise known as lucarozanov) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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lucarozanov
if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though
Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.
Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.
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30 Jan 2026
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in somnis veritas by Brittnodo for Taidamn
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
26 Dec 2025
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Martin thinks a toy sword will beckon Henry down a path of great ruin. Radzig thinks he's gone a little mad.
Or, the crumbling remains of a friendship and two men forever bound by a child they both love.
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26 Dec 2025
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Arthur is cursed to obey Merlin’s orders.
Obviously this has very little impact on their lives, since no servant would ever dare give orders to a prince.
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16 Dec 2025
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“When you said the Sorceress didn’t spell you. You were lying. I know you were, you did that weird nose flare thing you do when you lie. What did she do, Arthur?”
Arthur tensed. Did he really have such a tell? Damn Merlin and always being able to read Arthur like children’s book. “It doesn’t matter,” Arthur sighed in defeat, “She tried to something but it clearly didn’t work. I’m perfectly fine, as Gaius said, and when she finished speaking, she collapsed to the ground, dead. Her magic backfired and killed her instead of me, I suppose.”
He purposefully left out the part about the gold and the touch and the constant buzzing beneath his skin. He was sure it was nothing, and he knew it would only worry Merlin further.
When out with his Knights and Merlin, Arthur is targeted by a vengeful Sorceress (per usual), and struck by a spell with...Unusual effects. Dangerous effects. Faced with a fearful challenge, a treasonous secret to keep, Arthur let's Merlin in to help him, only to discover Merlin could help more than he would have thought.
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12 Dec 2025
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For Death is a Black Knight by FallenBrie
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
07 Oct 2025
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“You’re a real hero, Kit,” William cackles. “Saved Lord Capon’s life, you should be knighted for it.” He smacks a large hand on the younger man’s back, making him yelp.
“What is he talking about?” Jacob asks.
Thomas shakes his head, “It’s a story some of the soldiers tell-“
“Lord Capon is cursed,” William interrupts. “The Black Knight will have his revenge!”
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Outsider POV. Lord Hans Capon leads a company of men on a long march to Moravia. It's going just fine until a bandit steals his armor, and now all of Bohemia thinks he's dead.
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12 Dec 2025
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Merlin spends fifteen hundred years waiting for Arthur's return.
Luckily, he doesn't have to wait alone.
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06 Dec 2025
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A Short List of Things Hans Capon Knows by nebulaad
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
31 Jul 2025
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"Jesus Christ, I'm coming—" The door opened and Henry took Capon in. He was in his braies, his wheat-brown hair dishevelled and nettle-green eyes bleary as he squinted, trying to comprehend why Henry was standing in his doorway in the wee hours. "Hal? You look like shit."
"Did you know?" he asked, breathless.
"Did I know what?" He leaned against the doorway, bracing himself and letting his arms tense. On another man, Henry might have taken it for a sign of aggression—Hans was just showing off, a toothy grin on his face.
"Did you fucking know?" he shouted, and Hans quickly went pale.
"Are you fucking insane? Keep your voice down, you complete barbarian."
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- Part 2 of Et Nos Cedamus Amori
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29 Nov 2025
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27 Nov 2025
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In which Merlin wakes up and chooses violence, and decides not to rethink that choice.
Or: Merlin realizes that, if he's going to keep Arthur safe and keep his magic a secret, he will have to get a little bit physical. Arthur has to rethink everything in existence when he's suddenly forced to confront the fact that Merlin can fight, and is in fact, bloody dangerous
Or: The author randomly thought "Murder Twink Merlin" while re-watching the show, and decided it was his mission in life to make that a tag.
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- Part 1 of Murder Twink! Merlin
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- 13,802
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- 9/9
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23 Nov 2025
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Corpore Sano by Titlark for spectral_catsith
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
19 Nov 2025
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For thirty years, Henry has stood at the door as Hans's bodyguard — his sentinel, shadow, protector. His body bears the cost: scars hardened into stone, pain hidden behind silence, devotion carried alone. When Hans discovers the truth, fury and tenderness collide.
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20 Nov 2025
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Arthur makes Merlin a lord, and Merlin does an astonishingly good job of running a village.
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- 11,445
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- 2/2
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- 469
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19 Nov 2025