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    the blood in my gut is a thousand years old, but you are the sweetest infection by

    Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)  

    19 Oct 2023

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    "During still mornings like this, she can almost taste normality; two lovers holding one another. Without the all-seeing eyes of their patrons. Without the ever-present knowledge of the knife’s edge they both live on; borrowed time before one chosen eats the other."

    aka i am going to put two fucked up characters in a situation that is so warm

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  2. Public Bookmark 18

    the world is not enough (but it's a wonderful place to start) by

    Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)  

    25 Nov 2023

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    “Ask,” she says. Beg, she means.

    Frustration begins to carve lines across the plane of his forehead. This push and pull must be familiar to him, but the demands are not. Something clicks behind his gaze, like gears shifting into motion. Click, click, click. The abacus of Gortash’s relationship with Orin’s sister is rearranged with the new input, so as to force reality back into sense again. That he would despise incongruity between what he knows and what is real seems natural, his machines are much the same. That Orin is forcing this inconsistency on him is likewise reasonable. And satisfying, besides.

    Orin wonders at the relationship between the Dark Urge and Enver Gortash. Only one man in all of Baldur's Gate can answer that question, so she goes to him dressed in her sibling's skin.

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    14 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

    the enormity of our desire disgusts me by

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    17 Feb 2024

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    'Gortash blinks slowly, his breathing even, yet the steadiness of his composure cannot mask his tells; hesitation, a tensed jaw, the shifting of his shoulders. Pain is a wonderful thing, she thinks, grounding and restorative. Her mind is sharper, she’s adapting quickly, learning to read him, learning how to twist the knife. Vulnerability masked behind niceties, and smirks, and dominance; a faux performance of prestige, laid on thick, one she feels herself chipping away at. She’s chasing him around and he’s tripping over his own feet.'

    when you and your lover are both the sadist and the masochist, the ouroboros of both giving and receiving agony.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    i wish the hand of god would come and relieve me of this way by

    Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)  

    27 Nov 2023

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    But Ketheric sees her for what she is: an empty gauntlet that her father occasionally sees fit to wear and with it form a rending fist. When not, the pitiful creature is left jittering and empty. She prays to father, and asks for his blessing, more often for his forgiveness; every time Bhaal acquiesces, something of the girl is hollowed out. Bhaal’s Chosen knows no other loving touch than the uprooting of something. She thinks Ketheric can provide the same; he thinks he can, too.

    Ketheric Thorm goes to receive his blessing from Myrkul, and witness his daughter Isobel live again. When that doesn't go strictly according to plan, the Dark Urge finds him.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    In Your Grave I Lie by

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Left alone with Cazador's corpse, Astarion reminisces on his time as a spawn and takes pleasure in dominating his master.

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