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xinlong has always been good at waiting.
maybe that's why he foolishly believed that as long as he stood here patiently, everything would fall into place.
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“i’ll pump a baby in you.”
he said in a soft whisper, meaning it.
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can bros kiss platonically?
it's so stupid — maki knows. but god he's not even sure how it got to this. it's just that one night, nicholas looked a little bit too vulnerable. too raw, too lax, too comfortable with him.
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how dare you love me, like you've never known fear by tinyduckling
Fandoms: ALPHA DRIVE ONE | ALD1 (Band)
26 Jun 2026
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“We’ll be there with you though!” says Anxin. “And if you really really hate it you can leave early, I promise. Please? It won’t be as fun without you.” His voice gets sad and pouty on that last line, and he hasn’t dropped the puppy-eyes. Sanghyeon, who’s been released from Anxin’s hold, isn’t even trying to hold back his laughter. They all know it’s just a matter of time before Xinlong caves.
He lasts about ten seconds.
“Fine, I’ll come.”
Anxin cheers, darting around the table to tackle him with a hug as well. “You’re the best Longlong! It’ll be fun, I promise. You won’t regret it.
He regrets it already.
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Or: Xinlong has spent his whole life being largely invisible, and he likes it that way. But when his friends start pushing him to branch out more and he somehow catches the eye of someone they would've never expected, he now has to figure out how to navigate a complicated web of social relationships that he's used to only watching from the sidelines.
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- Part 1 of home to me
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31 Dec 2025
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Geonwoo’s first impression of Xinlong was of a walking disaster with a charmingly broken grasp of Korean. He was a new transfer student who looked like he might trip over air, and Geonwoo instantly assigned himself the role of human instruction manual. For fifteen years, the job description has been simple: translate confusing slang and offer moral support. It's a comfortable routine, until Xinlong sends a text that feels like a system-wide bug: "How do you ask someone out?" Suddenly, Geonwoo’s internal programming short-circuits, flashing a fatal error message he's somehow ignored for over a decade: Warning, you are desperately in love with the user.
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11 Dec 2025
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Anxin has always known Xinlong belongs at his side, but watching him laugh, lean, and share quiet moments with others brings a sharp sting of jealousy.
Between stolen glances, movie nights, and soft morning cuddles, he learns that closeness isn’t just shared... it’s claimed, quietly, and entirely their own—Anxin discovers that home isn’t a place, it’s Xinlong, and that jealousy only proves how much he cares, and Xinlong always returns.
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09 Nov 2025
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Cinnamon and Petrichor by Born_to_Riot
Fandoms: ALPHA DRIVE ONE | ALD1 (Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV), Boy Story (Band)
05 Oct 2025
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Two alphas, one stage, and a scent that won’t let go.
Xinlong never planned to fall for another alpha—not on national TV, not while fighting for his place in Boys II Planet. But Geonwoo’s scent lingers, his touch sparks, and suddenly the snack room feels like the most dangerous place in the world. Between cameras, chaos, and Zihao’s knowing smirks, Xinlong has to face the truth: weakness has never felt so much like belonging.
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- Part 1 of Alpha x Alpha Geonlong
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05 Oct 2025
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Yudai knows how to handle domineering, controlling, asshole alphas. He doesn’t know how to deal with one who seems determined to show him kindness in a world where kindness is in short supply.
yudai just wants to take care of his little brother, until a quiet alpha changes all of his plans.
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- Part 1 of philosophy of love
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01 Sep 2025