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It's all winter here, even in August by thecrowtit
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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"биполярное расстройство."
Shane was quiet for a moment, ticking through the words he had learned and picked up over the years. As Ilya suspected, this was not one of them.
Inevitably he asked, "what does it mean?"
It was Ilya's turn to be quiet.
Or a continuation of Ilya getting mental health treatment after the Long Game ends that nobody asked for and him coming to terms with being diagnosed with bipolar 2.
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17 Jun 2026
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The Great Divide by FivePips
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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When Ilya begins spiraling through depression and mania, the carefully controlled story of Shane and Ilya's "friendship" starts to fall apart. As Ilya's mental health worsens, Shane and the community around them struggles to keep him safe. What follows is a public breakdown, a disappearance, world shattering news, and the crumbling of a public image. Can they navigate not only the depression and escalating mania, but most importantly everything that comes after?
or: A story on how mental illness during depression, mania, treatment, and recovery effects Ilya's life and everyone around him.
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- Part 2 of The Last of The Bugs: Hollanov Fic Collection
- Part 1 of I'm Rooting For You(r Downfall)
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15 Jun 2026
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How the Ottawa Centaurs Accidentally Learned Everything by Barbidoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jun 2026
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Nobody in the Ottawa Centaurs locker room thinks much of the messages constantly arriving on their captain's phone.
After all "Jane" texts Ilya Rozanov all the time.
But when Jane starts calling over and over again, the team decides to answer.
What they hear changes everything.
A panicked Shane Hollander is on the other end of the line, desperately searching for a missing dog.
Within minutes, the NHL's biggest secret is out, ten years of hidden history come to light, and an entire hockey team finds itself racing across a city park looking for a runaway dog named Anya.Series
- Part 9 of Relationship Reveals
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14 Jun 2026
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This is heaven and I'd die for it by Deerlie_03
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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For one, singular, blissful moment, nothing is wrong when Ilya wakes up.
And then the bubble pops.
With something less like a pinprick and more like a gunshot.
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After Ilya is outed he has to deal with being the only openly queer player in the league, being Russian, and being in love with Hollander even after he ran away all at once. It sucks. He does it anyway.
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- Part 1 of The body aches when you tell it to quit
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 28,998
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Collections:
- 12
- Comments:
- 866
- Kudos:
- 9,559
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- 2,356
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- 108,893
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01 Jun 2026
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Return to Moscow by LJoyFFic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jun 2026
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Shane joins Ilya on a quick trip to Moscow, which soon transforms into a nightmare. Ilya is arrested and targeted so harshly that he's not sure Russia will let him go this time.
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Shane witnesses Ilya's family.
Alexei and Ilya's relationship is explored.
Yuna flies to Russia.
Lots of Svetlana.
Healing journey fluff afterwards.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 142,860
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 2,024
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- 5,620
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- 237,991
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27 May 2026
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Second Line by NotRamona43
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."
Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."
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Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.- Language:
- English
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- 29,783
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 1,516
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- 18,114
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- 266,573
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23 May 2026
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Molly and Sherlock count ants and discuss love.
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- English
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- 2,343
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
- Comments:
- 12
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- 175
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- 18
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- 1,454
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09 May 2026
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The Hollander-Rozanov Show by hollanovslostchild
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Apr 2026
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Shane is currently vibrating against a glass railing, trying not to scream, and wondering if Toby the rookie can hear his heart hammering from twenty feet away.
In which Shane wins a trophy, Ilya claims his prize, and the Centaurs learn exactly why you should never interrupt the Captain and his husband when they're "getting some air."
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08 May 2026
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A continuation of Shane and Ilya's story post-Long Game.
Starting with Canada facing Russia in the 2026 Winter Olympics, and including all of the moments that come before and after that.
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- Part 1 of Visions from the Future
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- English
- Words:
- 67,587
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Comments:
- 952
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18 Apr 2026
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Hockey Is A Dangerous Game by EmuWithATopHat
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Apr 2026
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Shane trusted Ilya to catch the things he didn’t.
Maybe he became too reliant on that, and that's how he let things get this bad.
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Ilya Rozanov has a problem with self-harm, and Shane is slowly finding that out.
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14 Apr 2026
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“Ilya,” Shane says. Enough is enough. “You know fucking well that we aren’t meant to have sex for another two days.”
“I know,” Ilya says. “So I have a lot of free time. I wanted to be productive.” He draws the last word out. Shane clenches his hands.
“Wanted to tidy,” Ilya continues, waving the cloth. “Make things very organised.”
“You wanted to tidy,” Shane repeats. “Shirtless. In those shorts.”
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Shane refuses to have sex any earlier than Ilya is cleared to after hurting his ribs. Ilya resorts to desperate measures.
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08 Apr 2026
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Sinking While Swimming by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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“Maybe you don't have to-”
“Uh-uh. No backtracking now.” Hayden pointed a finger at him. “If you tell Shane, fantastic. Would love that, quite frankly, but until you do, I want those goddamn pictures, Rozanov. Am I clear?” Ilya wanted to make some quip about Pike trying to get a different kind of picture out of him, but given the circumstances... He just nodded. “Good. My kids tragically love the fuck out of you, so figure this out.” Ilya nodded again. “Alright then.”
Silence followed. Ilya eventually got up, and Hayden awkwardly walked him to the door.
“Ilya,” he said, surprising him with the first name. “I know what I say doesn’t particularly matter, and I am mainly just a fail-safe for this situation, but…” He opened the front door and clicked his tongue. “For what it’s worth, you’re a good guy and don’t deserve the shit your brain apparently puts you through.”
"I'm a married man, Pike."
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Ilya’s depression shifts into some self-harming tendencies, despite how well he can justify most of it. An unexpected cavalry comes together.
(AKA I found a story filled with sex and decided to hone in on my other favorite things: mental health and complex family dynamics)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 28,240
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 405
- Kudos:
- 3,510
- Bookmarks:
- 1,099
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- 49,573
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06 Apr 2026
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i need closure by pinkwallflowers
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.
Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.
Or, a look into Ilya Rozanov’s childhood and how it shaped him.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 87,996
- Chapters:
- 14/15
- Comments:
- 418
- Kudos:
- 1,254
- Bookmarks:
- 329
- Hits:
- 32,842
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01 Apr 2026
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love in exile has nowhere to go by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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“We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”
It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.
He can’t breathe.
(Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,904
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 14
- Comments:
- 1,872
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- 23,876
- Bookmarks:
- 6,329
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- 236,059
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27 Mar 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 38,174
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 4,094
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- 32,758
- Bookmarks:
- 13,781
- Hits:
- 638,825
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11 Mar 2026
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The View from Halfway Down by supersillynewt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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It went something like this:
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On January 10th, at approximately 3:29 a.m., a single-vehicle collision occurred on the overpass of Charlesgate over Commonwealth Ave. Witnesses at the scene and surveillance footage indicate a an orange Porsche 718 Cayman traveling northbound on Charlesgate, in the rightmost lane on the Phillip G. Bowker Overpass. Footage shows the vehicle veering suddenly off the overpass at high speeds, colliding with a nearby tree. The driver, male, approximately mid-to-late twenties, was injured and unresponsive when authorities arrived. Airbag w/out seatbelt deployed successfully. Driver was quickly transported to Massachusetts General Hospital for treatment, there identified as Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov. No other vehicles or pedestrians were involved in the collision.
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Ilya Rozanov, before and after.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 62,341
- Chapters:
- 24/?
- Comments:
- 610
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- 1,403
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28 Feb 2026
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(I Guess I'm) My Own Better Half by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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Dr. Galina had helped him make a list of symptoms that had bothered him in the past year. Lethargy, poor appetite, sleeping too much, sleeping too little, irritability, suicidal thoughts, periods where he couldn't think clearly at all, thinking too much. She added a few to the list that he didn't agree with: large purchases, impulsivity, fighting. He fought back with her on them, and she added one more: belligerence.
Snippets of Ilya Rozanov's bipolar symptoms, and a glimpse of his journey through diagnosis.
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- Part 1 of Mania
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28 Feb 2026
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26 Feb 2026
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They’re arguing in bed about something stupid — “Are there more wheels or doors in the world?” — and Ilya says something snarky, so Shane reaches out and pinches his nipple.
He expects Ilya to jerk away and say “Quit it, Hollander” or to laugh it off, but instead what he gets is a moan. A loud one, too unexpected to be stifled in time.
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Or, Shane makes an important discovery.
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- Part 3 of be cruel to me
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22 Feb 2026
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Love’s A Show (I Would Die For You In Secret) by orayofsunshine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Mar 2026
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When a fan video accidentally reveals an intimate photo, Shane must come to terms with the world knowing his biggest secret.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,989
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 320
- Kudos:
- 3,525
- Bookmarks:
- 850
- Hits:
- 41,812
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21 Feb 2026