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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov gets traded from Boston to Ottawa out of the blue and not a soul knows why. On his first visit to the Centaurs arena, he meets the team equipment manager, Shane — a quiet and illusive man that captures Ilya’s interest immediately.

    Shane Hollander has loved hockey since before he could walk. Unfortunately, the one thing he cared more about was living life as his authentic self. He gave up what would have been a promising career in the PWHL—the only chance in this lifetime at professional hockey—to transition. Once the initial sting had worn off, Shane took up equipment managing to keep as close to the game as he could, silently hoping that someday the NHL would be a safe space for people like him. What happens when Ilya Rozanov joins the centaurs and appears dead set on working his way into Shane’s life (and heart)?

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has always loved hockey, but being a trans man made playing the sport professionally complicated. Instead, he found a way to stay close to the game he loves, working as a physical therapist for some of the league’s top teams.

    When star player Ilya Rozanov takes an interest in him, Shane is determined to keep his distance, afraid of revealing the secret he’s worked so hard to protect.

    The only problem? Shane can’t deny that he’s taken an interest in Ilya too.

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    30 May 2026

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    Shane didn’t know how to feel about Troy Barrett joining the Centaurs.

    He was jealous of the closeness that had developed between the man he loved and the former bigot of Toronto.
    And he was afraid. Afraid that the love of his life was keeping secrets from him. Afraid that he was falling for his newest teammate, the easy option.

    So when he watches Ilya drop gloves in defence of the man he was afraid of, he finds himself spiraling deeper than perhaps he ever had before.

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    12 Apr 2026