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fatal attraction by bumblebearr for show_you_a_body
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 May 2026
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Ilya goes through with his plan to break up with Shane. Neither of them take it well.
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i walk through your dreams and invent the future by bumblebearr
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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Rose and Svetlana are great, but ultimately, Shane and Ilya feel safest with each other.
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it tore the heart out of my body saying goodbye to you by bumblebearr
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Apr 2026
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In Shane's eyes Ilya could see himself reflected. He looked gaunt and exhausted. He was gaunt and exhausted. Every night he wanted only Shane by his side; every day he woke and found Shane's side of the bed empty.
"Ilya," Shane said.
Ilya stared up at him, drinking in his beautiful face, the smattering of freckles in the center, the freckles on the forehead. He had freckles on his chest, his elbows, shoulders and knees and calves and thighs. There were clusters of them all over his back. Ilya's chin was level with Shane's soft cock.
"I miss you," Ilya said plainly. "Where did you go?"
Shane smiled down at him, his pink lips curving up. Ilya wanted to memorize that smile with his hands. "Ya tebya lyublu," Shane said, in lieu of an answer.
Ilya wakes from a dream about Shane. There's a bright orange Porsche, a bottle of good Russian vodka, a bunch of concerned twenty-somethings on an empty road, Yuna and David, and an angry Hayden Pike involved. Also, a hospital.
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- Part 3 of hayden & ilya become friends
- Part 18 of favorites 💕
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i mourn what could have been, what will not be, what i can't save by bumblebearr
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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Jackie is dead and Hayden can barely make himself get out of bed.
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- Part 1 of hayden & ilya become friends
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weeping she left me with many tears by bumblebearr
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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"Honey, we've gotta go back to bed," he said, extending a hand. "Amber, sweetie, come on." Somehow, he didn't seem to have noticed Ilya. No, it wasn't that surprising. Hayden didn't seem to notice much of anything these days. He thought it was the same for Ilya; thought they were the same, too caught up in their grief to see the things around them. No: Ilya still watched everything around him, but he was in some kind of space outside of everything else. Liminal, Shane might call it. Might have called it.
Shane and Jackie are dead. Ilya moves in with the Pikes.
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- Part 17 of favorites 💕
- Part 2 of hayden & ilya become friends
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favorites 💕 by bumblebearr
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Merlin (TV)
04 Apr 2026
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hayden & ilya become friends by bumblebearr
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Apr 2026
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Shane and Jackie die. Ilya and Hayden become friends.
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1988: Uther Pendragon moves to the little town of Ealdor with his little boy, Arthur, and his wife, Ygraine du Bois.
1999: Arthur Pendragon is found wandering the streets calling out for his friend, Merlin. He turns in his father, Uther Pendragon, and claims that Uther killed Merlin.
2009: The zombie apocalypse. Merlin's come back, and nothing is the same.
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Never mind the next two weeks, the next eight hours stretched endlessly in front of him. He had no idea how to occupy his time. His house was basically empty, which sounded sad but was really a good thing, evidence he’d built himself the life he wanted – where he always had something to do, outside and with other people. Ilya had been restless for as long as he could remember, had never been able to sit still. He’d gotten in trouble for it as a kid at the dinner table and he got in trouble for it as a full grown man on the team bus. He’d gotten in trouble for it when the doctors had been trying to take the x-ray, his leg jumping without his permission.
Ilya gets injured, stops leaving the house, loses his mind, learns to read tarot, and sends Shane Hollander a lot of photos.
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- Part 4 of perfect from now on
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Bookmarked by bumblebearr
16 Jun 2026
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i’ll believe in anything by revspersec
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jun 2026
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Something churns across Luca’s expression. It’s schooled away a moment later; Luca stares a little blankly at them for a brief moment before he shifts, getting off Shane’s lap, stepping back. “I need to go,” he says. He fishes visibly for an excuse. He settles on: “I’m not feeling well.”
Ilya opens his mouth, and then closes it. “You’re not feeling well?”
“Headache,” Luca says. He steps back again. “I’m sorry.”
“Luca,” Shane tries.
or: mix tuna melt and ‘will you come with me to the cottage’ in a bowl and make it hollanovaas
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- Part 8 of hollanovaas
- Part 5 of when the sun hits
Bookmarked by bumblebearr
15 Jun 2026
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Something Borrowed / Something Blew by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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Shane is in the front pew. His face is—Ilya does not have words for what Shane's face is doing. He has seen Shane angry and afraid and exhausted and soft and undone. He has never seen this: living at the very bottom of a person, surfacing only when every single thing above it has given way.
This is what it looks like when Shane has nothing left to manage.
Ilya reaches for him.
His hand passes through air.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov turns the same age his mother was when she died. Featuring strange dreams, tarot readings, and a woman with her back to him who keeps appearing where she shouldn’t.
A man who spent twenty years preparing to die, and one husband who refuses to let him.
Bookmarked by bumblebearr
14 Jun 2026
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Ilya was already half-asleep when his mother came into his room, sat on the edge of his bed and buried her face in his hair. Her gold cross touched his cheek.
“Will you ever forgive me, Ilyusha?” she asked.
The next day, she vanished, leaving nothing behind. Everyone assumed she was dead.
Years later, Ilya sees her again. In Ottawa, of all places.
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Bookmarked by bumblebearr
14 Jun 2026
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the wishing well of murky waters by dudewhereismypie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 May 2026
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In a world where Shane doesn't get hurt after the All Stars game, Ilya manages to end things. He knows anything real between them is impossible, and anything less than real is just agonizing torture.
Years later, Ilya wakes up in a world he doesn't belong.
Bookmarked by bumblebearr
13 Jun 2026