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    Ilya closes his eyes.
    He blinks back his tears. He wants to nod or shake his head or something, but he can't.
    This can't be happening.
    He blinks and blinks and blinks again but he's still in the hospital and he still feels like shit and his mom is dead and Shane is far away and he thinks he's depressed and there is something inside of him that he doesn't know what to do with.
    Fuck, he thinks, in russian and in english and in french, even. Fuck.

    Or, in 2020, Ilya has a (very) unplanned, (very) complicated pregnancy, Shane has to learn that sometimes things don't work out the way he planned, and some other things. Set in The Long Game, kind of.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    !!!

    [Ilya doesn't even try to stop the couple of tears that fall down his face. "I love you too. So much."

    "Bye, baby. Behave for mom."

    Shane loves him.

    Ilya wonders if that is going to change once he learns what is going on.

    Shane is there and he's worried and Ilya is pregnant with his baby and maybe he's dying, he no longer knows, and he has no idea what to say.

    So he just bursts out crying and lets himself be held, and he feels guilty about it, but he can't help but fear it will be the last time Shane will hold him like this, without resenting him and his secrets. Without resenting his body and the decision he's made.]

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    Shane snickers, like he’s realized the whole situation is a little ridiculous: his concussion, his hospital bed, his secret fuck buddy calling his parents and making him breathe and talking to him like a fucking T-800. 

    “Okay, maybe you could sit down, at least?” he suggests.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    to read

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    Marleau has no clue how to help Roz, but when he sees him struggling after his Montreal girl dumps him, he knows he’s going to have to figure it out. Whether Roz wants him to or not.

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    Ilya very much does not want to be helped right now, but thankfully for Ilya, Cliff is not asking his opinion on the matter.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    cliff is the most supportive ever he wins also the banter i love to see

    [Cliff looked surprised, then pissed. “Wait, 6 years of screwing each other and he ends it because you wanted to call him by his first name? Who the hell does he fucking think he is?”

    “Shane Hollander?” Ilya offered, grumpy at first, but when Cliff barks out a laugh he is shocked to find that his lips are fighting to twist into a smile. He shuts it down of course, but the fact that it happened at all after this dogshit night was impressive.

    YOU KISSED HIS HELMET?
    Pick up the phone, you're giving me details, you fucking legend]

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    “Are we on the same page?” Matt asked.

    “We’re so gonna get caught.” Peter bemoaned.

    “We are not on the same page.” Matt acknowledged.

    They were soon enough, though, because what other option was there? The cops were coming, and there was no way to avoid them.

    Hence, Matt was a concussed blind man and Peter was the terrified adolescent who'd stuck by his side.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    ‘I can see you have it,’ Captain America says in a deadpan that would put Brett to shame.

    Matt just grunts at him.

    You know what? If these arseholes want to deal with the scum of Hell’s Kitchen, they can deal with it.

    The man stumbles to his feet and half walks, half falls in Matt’s direction. Matt just looks at Captain America with a dark smile.

    ‘You want to deal with these assholes? They’re all yours.’

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    Or Daredevil needs to protect a certain law firm in Hell's Kitchen. He's a little slack about protecting this Matt Murdock fellow though, and the Avengers are only too happy to step in to help.

    Matt is SO not okay with this. (Shut up Foggy, so what if it's his own fault!)

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