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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    Post-Mother's Boy

    Eddie knows there's something wrong with Buck, and he's not giving up until he finds out what is going on.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Loe
    Vaat

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    From: [email protected]

    To: [email protected]

    Subject: Hi

    Hi Eddie,

    That seems almost too informal to capture the complicated mess of emotions involved in starting this email. How do you say hello to your (former?) best friend of 7 years who fundamentally changed you after almost 5 years of silence? I definitely don't know. So I'll start with hi. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry I let the silence stretch out. I'm sorry I let the gap between us widen. I'm sorry I let time slip by. It was days before I realized I hadn't replied your texts or answered your calls. And I let it turn into weeks, months, years. I don't want the silence to have lasted longer than our friendship.

    Or; 5 years after Eddie leaves LA again for El Paso, 5 years after he and Buck stop talking, Buck decides to send an email. (A story told through email correspondence)

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Loe

  3. Rec 1

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    After the dramatic confrontation in the cornfield, Andy visits Brad's house after letting him drive his truck home. Will Andy come to realize redemption and accepting himself can lead towards a meaningful outcome.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Legit good

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    The irony—that it's Shane who once made everything bearable, and Shane who now makes even leaving unbearable—registers, but without bitterness now, without panic, not even with regret. The dichotomy swirls inside him, and he just watches it spin, as he’s done so many times.

    Ilya thinks, with a strange, aching tenderness, that Shane was the first and only person to give his adult life shape and meaning. The first person who ever made him feel real. Chosen. The first and only person to see him, really see him.

    It's only fitting, he thinks hazily, that you're the last.

    Loving Shane Hollander changes Ilya Rozanov’s life.

    It doesn't save it.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Pls read

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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Vaata yke