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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Ilya leaned back slightly, still close enough that that Shane could feel her breath as she spoke, warm and wet on the side of her cheek.

    “Doesn’t it fucking kill you,” she said lowly, darkly. “We are best hockey players in the world – and fuck being best women’s players, we are best players in the world. And we are what – just stuck playing games that they do not see, that they will never take serious.”

    Shane tried to reorient herself. She sighed. “Of course it does,” she said. “But it’s getting—”

    “Better, yes, fucking whatever. You should be angry, like me.”

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    Shane and Ilya play in the National Women's Hockey League. Some things change, others don't.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    For Christmas, Shane asked for a new pack of the old compression socks he likes, an upgrade on the same brand of juicer they’ve had forever, and for Ilya to keep fucking him even when he cries and screams and begs him to stop. He expected Ilya to grin. At worst, to drag Shane up against his chest and sigh, my poor deprived husband, full access to the very best cock in Ottawa and still he wants more. He never thought Ilya would say no.

    or: Shane’s husband won’t give him what he doesn’t want. Maybe Scott Hunter will.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “This isn’t about a body,” he said, and it would’ve been more honest to say it wasn’t just about a body, but it wasn’t like there had ever been much honesty to spare in this house. “This is about - we were kind of becoming friends, the three of us, and I know you felt it too. There was, you know, a connection.”

    Nicholas turned to lean back against the counter, crossing his arms over his stomach, and fixed Static Man with an inscrutable look. Sometimes, when Static Man was really having trouble reading him, he felt like he was looking at one of those optical illusions. The two faces and the vase, the girl and the old lady. He knew there was something to see there - in the heavy, straight brows, maybe, or the deep-set dark eyes; or the tension at the corners of the mouth, its sharp Cupid’s bow beneath the carefully trimmed edges of the mustache - but he just couldn’t get his vision to focus right.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    shane craves the kind of intensity that his happy, long-term relationship simply cannot provide. ilya lives next door with his boyfriend, and wants shane anyway.

    (or, two couples! one apartment building! and infidelity!)

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    27 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Stewy sat on a free chair with a sigh, leaned on his knees, rubbed his palms together in slow circles. “I don’t hate you,” he murmured. “That would be boring of me. And predictable.”

    “You don’t hate me,” Rava acquiesced. “You hate what I am to him. You hate that college ended before you could win.”

    “Oh, Yoko,” Stewy sang under his breath.

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    14 Jun 2026