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    He realizes that everyone feels exactly the same way he does, filthy and buzzed and understood and angry. His eyes find Andrew again, sober but animated like the drums are a live wire and he’s electric.

    He thinks, if he could be part of this, if he could stand in the middle of the stage in a garden full of monsters, and sing the audience’s veins open, he would never need another drink, or another moment on court.

    Prompt: Andreil in a rock band setting – tattoos, harsh lighting, calloused fingers, Andrew’s sweaty arms, Neil’s striking blue eyes, someone’s excellent voice, an uncomfortable undercurrent of drug abuse.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    insane. ch 8….

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    When Neil meets the perfect guy Andrew realizes that six and a half years later, he still doesn’t know how to ask the important questions.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    oh they’re so special to me. this made my heart acheee

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    Neil Minyard-Josten’s professional exy career ends without ceremony when he blows out his ACL beyond repair at age 27. Forced to reevaluate the trajectory of his life, he indulges in his real passion: causing significant problems for everyone in his life through the field of sports journalism, this time on the other side of the microphone. God help his publicist.

    Or: Five Times Neil Minyard-Josten Caused An Incident On National Television, Plus One Time It Was Actually Mostly Fine

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    13 Jun 2026

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    so silly

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    Neil is an exchange student that intends on keeping to himself. The Foxes are quick to ruin his plans.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Predictably, Neil’s automated voicemail message answers for him. The number you’re trying to reach is unavailable at this time. The message runs through its spiel, informing Andrew that he can leave a message after the beep.

    Goodbye hovers on his tongue. It’s the least that Neil deserves from him. There are so many more things to be said.

    Andrew shuts his phone without leaving a voicemail. He drops his phone onto the counter and slips a knife out of its sheath.

    Right before spring break during his fourth year at Palmetto, Andrew Minyard attempts suicide. Now everyone has to figure out how to move forward from here.

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    29 May 2026

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    this really really hurt to read but it also felt so good to see the rallying that people did for andrew