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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    “I don’t want them to have you like I have you."

    “Nobody has me like you do,” Rui says like it’s the simplest thing in the world.

    or;

    mizuki's never been able to adequately put into words what exactly rui means to them.

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    20 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 82

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    “Buck?”

    “I'm here, Eddie. I'm here.” Buck wiped his tears, swiped his sweaty hair from his forehead. “I'm here, you're fine, you're okay, I promise.”

    “Buck.” Eddie breathed again. A sob skipping from his mouth, tears spilling again. “You died.”

    “You died. You were dead. They killed you. They killed you. They killed you.” Eddie sobbed uncontrollably, “You died. They killed you.”

    OR: A post-New Mexico coda where Eddie couldn't handle the trauma after the events in New Mexico as much as he thought he would. Thankfully Buck will always be there for him.

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    17 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 20

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    “You… don’t talk too much, huh?” Sayori asks.

    Yuri shakes her head slowly, knowing that soon enough Sayori too would recognize her as useless. (She does not know Sayori at this point, of course.)

    --

    Or: Yuri steps into the sun.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Buck is confronted with the undeniable truth: Eddie Diaz, as it turns out, is beautiful both as a man and as a woman.

    Fuck my life, Buck thinks faintly.

    Unfortunately, his mild panic does not go unnoticed.

    “You—you like me?” Eddie asks quietly, voice disbelieving. “Other me? Me as a woman?”

    Buck turns wide, panicked eyes to Eddie. “No!”

    “I know what your face looks like when you’re into someone, Buck,” Eddie says under his breath. “You’re—looking at her.”

    “Politely. I’m polite,” Buck stresses. He bumps into the counter and comes to an abrupt stop. He realises only then, of course, that both Lady Eddie and Lady Buck are staring at him.

    OR: Buck and Eddie crash the car. The universe, finally sick of their shit, kidnaps them.

    OR: a totally, super-serious spec fic featuring inter-dimensional travel.

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    11 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 18

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    “We get out of the room. We stay together. We don’t answer the phone.”

    “And we don’t split up.”

    On a road trip gone very wrong, Buck and Eddie must stop for the night at The Four Aces, a beautiful, impossible motel in the middle of the desert that seems to know exactly how to hurt them. As hallways stretch, rooms shift, and phones ring with familiar voices, the motel begins weaponizing everything they refuse to say: Buck’s fear of being useful but not chosen, Eddie’s guilt and repression, and the life they’ve built together without ever naming it.

    The only way out is through — and this time they have to go together.

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    08 Jul 2026