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At strange hours deep in the night, the most beautiful cello song fills the old bridge theatre.
Nobody knows where this sound comes from, or who produces it. Nobody except for Dazai Osamu.
As the theatre is rumoured to be haunted by the ghost of the deceased terrorist Dostoyesky, will he be the world’s only defence?
- Or- Dazai is the only one who knows Fyodor is not dead, and they make music together (and also fall in love)
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Dazai remains true to form: a young, jaded intellectual born into a powerful political family, stifled by a name and status he can no longer bear. Fyodor is the ruthless, enigmatic outsider, thriving in his current role as... an efficient instrument of the Japanese law. Together, they forge a dark pact, sealing it with blood—and Dazai, with additional curses. Back then, he didn't like pain yet.
Or perhaps that, too, was the writer's lie, one of many.
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- Part 1 of Madness
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Fyodors mind utterly blanked, the only thought going through his head was- WHAT?!?! In hindsight, it was kinda obvious, but right now he’s a bit hung up on the fact Dazai, is the BOOK!
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Fyodor finds out Dazai is the book and kidnaps him. yay. -
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Fyodor is eight, when he meets Dazai. He’s at a chess tournament and Dazai is the only one who has made it worth it. Made it interesting. He’s the only one who is playing at the same level as Fyodor. Fyodor loves chess but he hasn’t felt challenged in what seems like a long time. Not until Dazai, that is.
They’re in the final game. Dazai and Fyodor are two children lost in a world that has nothing to do with anyone but them. Dazai has one of his eyes covered with a bandage. His hair is almost but exactly not the same color as Fyodor’s. He plays aggressively and recklessly and so carefully measured Fyodor feels it all the way to his toes, swinging in their too tight shoes, unable to touch the ground.
They draw.
“I’m Dazai.” Dazai says afterward. Like Fyodor, English is slightly stilted on Dazai’s tongue, rounded awkwardly around different syllables than it should be.
“I’m Fyodor.” Fyodor responds. Dazai mouths Fyodor’s name to himself. “It’s Russian.” Fyodor explains quietly, used to other children not being able to say his name, teasing him.
“Fyodor.” Dazai repeats. “You’re good at chess.” He adds bluntly.
Fyodor feels something stronger than happiness, quiet and content, low in his soul.
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They called this a recovery ward. Fyodor called it purgatory. It was all very... orderly.
He didn’t mind the order. What unnerved him was the silence. And worse than silence, the absence of interesting company.
Until the morning the new patient arrived.
He’d seen his fair share of broken things in this place. But none of them had a name that made the staff lower their voices. Dazai Osamu.
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Dazai has everything. A great job (he’d rather not do), a caring boyfriend (who he could live without), a brilliant mind (that’s bored to death). His life should be great. He shouldn’t feel that deep, hollow nothingness rotting him from the inside out, or the soul-aching loneliness that comes as a curse of his ‘gifted mind’. Perhaps that’s what leads to him spilling blood all across the streets of Yokohama, an unchecked terror of the night.
But just when he’s convinced life will be a living hell until the blissful day he dies, something new happens. Something exciting. One day, a new serial killer comes to town, and Dazai is ready to play.A twisted, obsessive ‘love’ story between two serial killers, with the city as their chess board, and the citizens their pieces.
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Inside the emptiness by Melody Sama (Melodysamaslotusremedy)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
09 Jun 2026
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Every time, he feels like a stupid dog
It doesn't matter anymore if you gave a starving dog a new bone, because if it's still emotionally attached to it's old bone that cuts it's tongue every time it licks it, it will never abandon that stupid bone. It's simply because it's a stupid dog, feral and canine
Or: Akutagawa and Dazai's complicated relationship as abuser and abusee with Dazai reflecting his own abuse
Or or: Akutagawa love hate w Dazai
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They put Dazai and Fyodor in prison and tell them not to talk. So obviously, they wont shut up. Dazai calls it a conversation, Fyodor calls it "data collection", Everyone else calls it flirting.
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They're isolated for observation, which would have worked fine if either of them knew how to shut the fuck up. Now, its a contest of who breaks first, morally, mentaly, or romantically.
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Dazai had killed.
Dazai had lied.
Dazai had manipulated and destroyed and ruined lives.
None of it mattered.
Holiness was not goodness.
Holiness was proximity to God.
And every time Fyodor touched him, the corruption disappeared. -
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"The sound of Dazai’s laughter, the traces of exhaustion crossing his expression no matter how brightly he smiled. The nonchalance he treated himself with… he treated his own life with as if it held absolutely no reason to him whatsoever. None of this was supposed to matter to Fyodor.
And yet, Fyodor found himself thinking of him more and more… night after night… he returned to the very same thoughts. “Dazai threw him off balance.”
Not because he was uncomprehensible… because he was familiar."
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Fyodor Dostoevsky had spent his entire life understanding people. Osamu Dazai was the first person who refused to be understood.
It began as curiosity... At least, that was what Fyodor told himself.
Dazai was unpredictable, infuriating, impossible to dissect correctly, and Fyodor found himself returning to him again and again despite every warning sign. -
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fyodor thinks about dazai and its kinda super gay
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Mori Ougai's Guide to Capturing Osamu Dazai by TheSusSisters
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
02 May 2025
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This is a crack fic from Mori's messed-up perspective about his lost son Dazai and his noble quest to get him back. It's all fun and games until it's not, when that is is up to you. There are a lot of inuendos so read carefully and most all have fun and try not to take it seriously.
__________________________________________________________________________________________________"Mori was in his favorite suspicious van. It was large, white, rusted in just the right places, and had tinted windows. Long story short, it was perfect, he couldn't ask for a better beauty of a vehicle. Really, all that could make it better was a larger 'free candy' sign than the one he already had."
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- Part 1 of Adventures in Mori Ougai's Van
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Killing Me, Keeping Me High by Sparkling_Strawberry_Fics
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 Mar 2026
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Vines without roots
Like knives in my body
And I am their puppet
Twisting 'til I hurtOr Fyodor has Hanahaki and is on the brink of death, when he is visited by the very man who caused this suffering.
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- Part 1 of One-sided Fyozai fics
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Fyodor scrubs his hands, reads scripture, and tries to make the body forget. It doesn’t.
or: a study of fyodor through touch, disgust, and the sins that won’t wash off.
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- Part 5 of Otaku Ink Bingo 2025!
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The truth was, these prisons were lonely. And lonely people become desperate people. Dazai longed to feel under his palms the soft curve of another's body, Fyodor's body. For who could truly understand a Demon except for another of it's kind?
(or just Fyozai holding eachother)
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"Music is the space between the notes."
- Claire DebussyFyodor doesn't believe in love. It's there anyway.
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- Part 1 of 12" Records
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When instincts are stronger than reason. // OMEGAVERSE FYOZAI by zw_izzz
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
09 Jul 2026
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In a world where instincts are impossible to silence, omega Osamu Dazai carries a longing he refuses to name aloud. He tells himself it’s foolish. Dangerous. Weak.
And yet the ache remains, a quiet, secret yearning for something softer than strategy, something warmer than survival. And when loneliness pushes him too far, Dazai makes a reckless attempt to fulfill that desire on his own.
But Fyodor sees through him, as he always does, tho he does not mock the weakness. He does not turn away.
Instead, he offers to help.
And Dazai must decide whether trusting the one person who understands him completely is worth the risk of wanting more.
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After losing his one and only friend, aspiring writer Dazai Osamu sinks into an even deeper pit of depression and loneliness. The only thing keeping him going is a promise he made to that long gone friend.
However, fulfilling that vow gets a lot harder when a mysterious Russian man takes interest in him.
Things only get even more difficult when said man turns out to be the deranged serial killer stalking Yokohama’s streets.
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Nameless Beauty by Melody Sama (Melodysamaslotusremedy)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Oct 2023
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–Thats why it's not worth anything, because thinking is the worst sick that could exist. It's its own illness and hell-
Dazai looks up at Fyodor, their eyes looking at the other, those eyes held so much in them with their own unnatural hues
–Then we must be the sickest entities in the world, Fyodor-
Aka; Dazai and Fyodor fuck trying to ignore their feelings for each other till they can’t anymore