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    Selected text messages from the phones of Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander, circa 2020-2021.

     
    Troy Barrett: I’m planning to drive up to Toronto to finish packing up my apartment on Saturday, and I was wondering if you’d want to grab dinner after your game while we’re both in town?
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    Jane: …did you tell Barrett about us?
    Lily: no i promise
    Lily: he maybe thinks it is possible, but i did not tell
    Jane: I don’t think he has any idea
    Lily: what makes you say this
    Jane: Just a hunch

     
    Or: Troy asks for Shane’s number, and Ilya gives it to him. What could go wrong? Or maybe more importantly, what could go right?

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    03 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    Naim and Ryan, out of money and with no long term plan, find themselves in a small town living out of a motel room. While they save up money, the two are forced to navigate the realities of running away, first loves, and staying alive.
    POVs Naim and Ryan

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    30 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    They don’t speak on the bus. Maybe it’s the fragile truce that’s formed since the bus passengers proved they were both somehow still alive. Together. Maybe it’s the soft peace that’s settled since Naim allowed himself to bury his face in Ryan’s shoulder once again. And Ryan nuzzled against him in return. Maybe it’s wondering if Ryan, too, sees his ghost watching as they pass through an endless, empty landscape.

     

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    They escape with no plan for Step 2.

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    29 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    “Why're you looking at me like that?” Naim says, quiet, a bit insecure. His eyes flit away, closing when Ryan reaches a finger up to trace his lips.

    Ryan shrugs, unable to do anything but tell the truth. He's in his bed with a beautiful, impossible boy, and he's going to tell him that he loves him. Like something out of his dreams. Ryan is sick of not taking what he wants, of letting it flit past him like a balloon in the wind, strings cut.

    No. Ryan loves Naim, is in love with him, and he's going to fucking say it.

    “I love you,” Ryan says, vulnerable, eyes wet. “I don't know how else to look at you.”

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    29 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 79

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    Post-canon: They get their happy ending. All is good, if only Not-Ryan stops doing the most to fuck his boyfriend.

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    29 Jun 2026