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“On your knees for me doll, take me like you were made for me”
As an avid doll collector Chan just can’t pass up the chance to add a pretty boy like Felix into his ever growing collection, but Felix isn’t like his other dolls, he isn’t porcelain and he has so much more to offer.
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Bang Chan's Tutorial for Topping (GONE WRONG!!!) by anemoiadawn
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
16 Jun 2026
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"It won't mean anything, Lixie," Chan assures him for the thousandth time in the last hour. "Just, y'know. Bros teaching bros how to fuck other bros."
Felix laughs. It's genuine, finally, but more from shock at Chan making a joke in this position rather than actually finding it funny. "Shut the fuck up, Christopher."
Obedient as ever, Chan shuts up, and those adorable little dimples pop up on his cute little cheeks with the smile that breaks out onto his face. Felix wants nothing more than to kiss them, along with just about every inch of Chan's body.
No.
Felix shakes his head to snap out of it. This doesn't mean anything, this won't mean anything. It'll be impossible to convince himself of that, of course— but Chan believes it. This doesn't mean anything to Chan. He just likes to help. That's it.
aka chan teaches felix how to top, strictly as friends— nothing more
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19 Jun 2026
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“For what it’s worth, I’m glad you waited. I’ve enjoyed this so far.”
The younger let a small giggle escape through his nose, “I’m enjoying it too, Chris.” He took another sip from his wine, “And, for what it’s worth, I’m glad I waited too.”
It wasn’t the date he had planned on, it wasn’t even a date at all, at least not officially, but this less than simple act of kindness was probably better than any proper date he could have attended tonight.
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18 Jun 2026
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It feels nice, to be touched so casually. It’s something Jisung doesn’t normally give him. Maybe, for once, he's taken pity on Felix.
But when Felix stands up straight again, the man he’s met with is decidedly not Jisung.
His father, presumably.
“Need a little help?” he offers, motioning toward the bags. “I’m not your Sungie,” he teases, light, with a little laugh, “But I did bring him into the world. And I think I can help.”
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felix thought jisung was it for him. he thought, maybe, that's as good as he'd get.
until jisung's father comes along, that is.
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14 Jun 2026
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Chan thinks he's good at hiding the fact he's in love with Felix.
He's not.
For years, Chan loves him in all the quiet ways he can survive: love letters that he will never send, warm baths drawn after difficult nights, fingers brushing together against piano keys, slow dances stolen between royal obligations, and marigolds blooming faithfully beneath palace windows.
But love like this cannot survive silence forever.
Or: Chan spends years loving Felix silently and as Chan stands in a ballroom while another person waits to marry him, he finally realises there is no version of his future that survives losing Felix.
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31 May 2026
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Chan is about to head into the back when he finally sees movement. A rush of blonde in his periphery catches his eye and he snaps his head back towards outside, frozen in place as he watches someone come out of the florist’s to feel the rain.
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Across the street from where Chan’s dimly lit bookstore is tucked away opens up a new flower shop, and the radiance from the new location as well as its charismatic owner lures Chan in.
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17 May 2026