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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    Five times someone noticed Hirose's feelings for Nakamura, and one time Hirose noticed himself.

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    21 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    Didn't Matsumura like Hirose? Loved him even. He was obsessed with Hirose.......so.....what's this thing going on now with Nakamura?

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    20 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 57

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    During college, Hirose finally got into an official relationship and got a girlfriend, leaving his two rival hidden suitors heartbroken.

    Nakamura, whose heart has only been for Hirose, is now deteriorating and self-destructing alone while also trying to keep up the facade of supporting Hirose, acting like he is fine. And when it finally breaks him, he has nowhere to run or cry except to his former ex-rival. After all, no one can understand him more than Matsumura.

    Then follows crying, comforting, drinking, fighting, grieving and hugging it all out in their sessions. A meet-up that turns into something the two are slowly getting dependent on… addicted.

    And maybe someone falls in love.

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    20 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Nakamura Okuto never meant to run into Hirose Aiki again on a rainy evening in Tokyo.

    He only heard a familiar voice on the train platform, saw a pale coat and an orange umbrella through the crowd, and found himself taking the same inconvenient route home for several days in a row.

    Years ago, Nakamura had said goodbye without saying nearly enough.

    Years later, Hirose still remembers the quiet boy who loved black coffee, octopuses, and leaving too many things unsaid.

    And somewhere in the middle was Matsumura Kosei, the unlikely thread loosely tying the two of them together.

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    'My name is Nakamura Okuto, 15, gay, and in love with my classmate, Hirose Aiki'

    Nakamura wouldn't have thought twice about thinking of himself in this way. That is until a disasterous fated encounter with another gay guy from school makes him realize that life for a gay man is nothing like his BL manga.

    'M-maybe... Even Hirose would be disgusted...'

    That other boy may be the only one who can understand. Nakamura needs someone to understand.

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    17 Jun 2026