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  1. Public Bookmark 56

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    Hao's tears double, trickling down his cheeks and dripping down his jaw like crystals catching the fading sunlight. His face is even more flushed, his cheeks red and blotchy, his eyes rimmed with pink. His tears cling to his eyelashes, webbing them into sharp spikes, and his lips are plump and quivering. Hanbin wants to kiss them so badly it physically hurts.

    "Can you at least say something?" Hao pleads, his hand clutching his bag. His ice cream has fallen onto the park ground, a sad puddle of melting vanilla.

    Hanbin's mind traitorously wanders. He wonders if Hao will cry just as much in bed. If his tears will fall just as freely and he'll hiccup and beg—hiding his face in the sheets as he sniffles. If he'll look just as beautiful and undone beneath him. The thought sends another jolt of heat through his body, and he immediately feels disgusted with himself.

    Alternatively: Sung Hanbin gets bricked up in the middle of his whatevertionship's very vulnerable moment. He atones.
    (a dacryphilia-centric fic)

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    06 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    “You're not Naim,” Ryan says again, both more sure and more desperate. Naim does not respond, it just smiles, soft and broken, defeated.

    Ryan, it says, in lieu of an answer, I love you. Don't you love me?

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    29 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    Ryan swallowed dryly, barely breathing as he watched as Naim stepped out of his pants, an embarrassed flush dusting his cheeks.

    He knew Ryan was watching.

    But Ryan couldn’t bring himself to stop.

    Naim bent over, soft, heather grey boxer briefs hugging his pale thighs, and a little cotton string, suspiciously pink, was dangling from the border of cotton.

    Ryan swallowed, and Naim bent down further, digging through his gym bag to find his shorts. His ears were bright red as he let out a frustrated huff. There was a tiny blood stain, an oval of bright red nestled between his legs, just barely obscured from Ryan’s view. And Ryan, still shirtless, hastily pulled his sports uniform over his head.

    Naim was bleeding.

    Or

    Ryan is an eater.

    Please read the tags!

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    28 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    The ugly feeling from before festers deeper into his chest. “Don’t look at him. Look at me. I’m here.” Every word that drops from his mouth feels like a blade. Ryan’s fucking sick over the idea of Naim going anywhere he can’t follow. “Look at me.”

    or, the entity might like Naim a little too much.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Ryan and Naim have been best friends and roommates for over a year now post-highschool. Only problem is; Ryan has a boyfriend, and he’s coming to stay with them for a few days. But while his boyfriend is here, Naim is discovering that he himself has romantic and sexual feelings for Ryan that he clearly isn’t meant to have.

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    28 Jun 2026