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    Cliff had to approach this correctly, or Ilya was liable to sock him in the jaw and clam up entirely. Subtlety was his friend here.

    And all of that flew immediately out of his head the moment that Ilya opened his front door, looking sweaty and shirtless and mildly pissed off, which was pretty much his standard look.

    “Are you moving to Canada for some fuckboy?” was how the question came out of his mouth instead.

    AKA the time that Cliff Marleau figured almost all of it out

    Now available in Russian!

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    12 Jun 2026

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    After Scott Hunter comes out on national TV, Ilya wants nothing more than to go to Shane's cottage and figure out a way to make their relationship work. Too bad he broke things off and blocked Shane after the Montreal/Boston game that sent Shane to the hospital. Upon discovering that Shane has blocked him back, Ilya decides to show up at the cottage and win his Hollander back.

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    “Jane would not block me,” Ilya insisted again, even as his chest constricted with uncertainty. Ilya Rozanov did not get blocked, especially by pretty, pouty, freckled Canadians who meant everything.

    Marleau threw his hands out in helpless surrender, Ilya’s glare fierce enough to send him scurrying from the kitchen. Ilya waited a beat before carefully tapping Shane’s contact to call. He held his breath, heart sinking to the pit of his stomach as it rang once and connected to voicemail. Clenching his jaw, he hung up and tried again. Then one more time, torment ripping through his already tattered heart. This time when it connected, he left a message. Short, sweet, and full of intention even if Shane wouldn’t hear it. “I’m coming to the cottage.”

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    02 Jun 2026

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    In a world where David doesn't walk in on Shane and Ilya at the cottage, what happens next?

    Well, Shane is his mother's son. He makes a plan.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Ilya’s lips purse, and he gets that look on his face that means he’s about to say something terrible.

    “You are waiting for me to give you chocolate?” he asks, one of his eyebrows even more arched than usual. There it is.

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    In which the Boston Raiders are playing the Montreal Metros on February 15th, and it's totally normal for Shane to spend Valentine's Day with his very casual situationship.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Shane is stooped over to strap on his shin guards when his phone buzzes once in Hayden’s hand.

    He doesn’t mean to tap the notification.

    And oh god, does he wish he could un-tap the fucking notification.

    Because why the fuck has Lily, Shane’s mysterious Boston hook-up of several years (no matter how fervently he denies it), sent him a picture of a fucking sonogram.

    Black and white, blurry, and undeniably baby-shaped.

    Ilya makes a joke, Hayden breaks Shane’s phone, and a comedy of errors ensues.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “I was thinking,” Hayden says slowly, carefully, “that it might be nice to add Lily to the WAG group chat? He couldn’t come to events or anything still, and he’d have to go by Lily, but it might be… nice? A way for him to— to be a part of things.”

    Jackie sits back in her seat, taking a sip of coffee as she considers her husband’s proposal.

    It wasn’t a terrible idea. It’d involve lying to all the other WAGs, but Jackie wasn’t too bothered by that. If Shane ever decided to come out, they would either understand or they wouldn’t—a line that would probably pretty closely mirror those who would be okay with Shane being gay and those who wouldn’t. And those who wouldn’t—well, fuck them anyway.

    “That does sound like it might be nice,” Jackie finally says, smiling when Hayden immediately sits up straighter at her approving words.

    “Yeah?” Hayden checks anyways.

    “Yeah,” Jackie says.

     

    Or, despite his refusal to let her add him to the WAG group chat, Jackie manages to quickly befriend Shane’s boyfriend. It takes longer for her to understand exactly what that means.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    "What could Hollander possibly need with Boston social media lady?” Rozanov asked.

    “Shane’s in love with her,” Hayden said.

    Rozanov’s face did something very weird.

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    Or: after becoming a bit obsessed with solving the Mystery of Boston Lily, Hayden thinks he finally has it figured out. She must work for the Boston Raiders. Now all he has to do is find her next time he's in Boston and tell her that her and Shane shouldn't have to hide their relationship.

    Problem is, the only person he can find is Ilya Rozanov, and Rozanov is being a real dick about the whole thing.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    When Nyota agreed to let Gaila set her up on a blind date, she never imagined it would be with Dr. McCoy -- and she definitely never imagined that she would end up liking him.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    A few shore leaves, scheduled maintenance, a birthday party, a date, three letters, five other doctors, two whatevers, and one little girl.

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    05 Dec 2025

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    "There's more than one me."

    You tell Bones everything. You talk until your aching throat is raw and until Bones himself has taken a few drinks from the bottle, heedless of whatever sanitary concerns he'd normally voice about sharing one.

    "Shit," Bones says finally.

    "Yeah," you say finally.

    In the aftermath of the mind meld with Spock Prime, Jim wrestles with the knowledge of his other life, and how it impacts his relationship with his future and with Bones. (Trektober 2024, belated Day Eleven: Space Horror)

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    09 Nov 2025

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    Now my cautionary ways are swept aside. Five times that Jim Kirk didn't get to sleep with his best friend, and the time he finally did.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    One close call too many for Jim has Bones at the end of his tether. So he can hardly be blamed for what happens next, right?

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    The lengths to which Bones will go to keep Jim safe.

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    28 Oct 2025

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    A landing party gets attacked. What else is new?

    But when Leonard begins to slowly lose his mind in the coming weeks, he and Jim are forced to reconcile the damage done to them by Jim's warp core death, as well as the unspoken feelings that they've carried between them for so long.
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    AKA: A shameless mind control fic to rectify the weird lack of actual heartfelt communication between Bones and Jim at the end of Into Darkness

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    27 Oct 2025

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    “Bones, what are you doing here so early–”

    “I’m stuck in a time loop,” Bones says, cutting Jim off. He opens the cupboard near Jim’s table and makes a face at its lack of contents. “And before you ask, yes, you’ve been aware of this the past few loops. No, I haven’t figured out how to break it yet.” Bones pauses and opens another door in Jim’s cupboard and scowls. “What did you do with all your liquor?”

    Jim blinks, his brain trying to process everything Bones just told him.

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    Bones is stuck in a time loop. Jim isn't. He relearns this everyday.

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    22 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 25

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    Leonard McCoy comes face to face with his own mortality, and hope comes from an unexpected source. A nod to TOS.

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    17 Oct 2025

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    McCoy had never put much credence in judging people based on their scars, probably because he had more than a few himself.

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    07 Oct 2025

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    “Jadzia. You faked a form saying I’m married to Garak?”

    “Oh, no. I was going to fake a form saying you were married, but then I found this already in your file, along with about twenty more. According to Starfleet, you are married."

    In the middle of a fairly routine diplomatic misunderstanding, Julian discovers something wholly unexpected.

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    04 Sep 2025

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    The one where the station's in a time loop, and Garak is the only one who seems to notice.

    ✧・゚: *✧・゚:*   *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

    This time, Garak doesn't tell him about Mila and Tain. He doesn't tell him anything. They just lie there together and he soaks in Julian's body heat and feels, for a moment, that he is very, very lucky to have this. Even though it's not real. Even though, tomorrow, they will have another clean slate.

    It is 25:59 and counting. Julian's fingers card through his hair.

    "I love you," Garak says, before the clock ticks down.

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    02 Sep 2025

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