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“Woah!” Jisung said just as Minho was about to press their lips together. He pushed Minho back a little bit as he felt his heart rate accelerating. “I’m straight! I don’t! I’m not! No!”
“Oh shit, I’m sorry.” Minho laughed, putting a little space between them and taking his hand from Jisung to rub the back of his hair as he smiled bashfully.
“I don’t… Why did you think I was gay?” Jisung asked, his eyes wide and brow furrowed as he started to worry.
“I didn’t look at you and think ‘he looks gay, I’m gonna kiss him’ I looked at you and thought ‘he looks pretty, I’m gonna try and kiss him’.”
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Jisung struggled to fit in, to feel normal and to flow with the rest of the world. He knew he liked women, of course he did. So why when he met Minho did everything become so much better and worse all at once?
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Or; Jisung is in denial about his sexuality, and Minho makes it hard to keep denying. So hard that it triggers a breakdown and poor decisions.
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“So, what’s up with you? You have bitch face.” Minho asked.
“You have a bitch’s face!” Jisung pouted back.
“No, I mean you’re scowling. Dumbass.” Minho chuckled with a smile.
“Oh… Yeah, well I just got rejected.” Jisung huffed, leaning against the counter too.
“That sucks balls. What happened?”
“I was talking to this woman, getting comfortable with her, and apparently that means she didn’t take me at face value when I said I only want to do casual hookup shit.”Or: Jisung liked to keep his life simple and his love life casual. And Minho… Well, Minho liked Jisung. Can a casual brojob ever be just casual?
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“So where are these men you’re bringing us, Jinnie?” Changbin asked after they had all sat down at the booth with their drinks.
“Fuck, make me sound more like a pimp why don’t you!” Hyunjin laughed. “I’m not ‘bringing you men’ I am introducing you to my other friends, there is a distinct difference.”
“Were you serious when you said they were actually straight?” Jisung asked, frowning a little in disappointment.
“You know, straight people do actually exist, right? They aren’t just a myth.” Seungmin asked him.
“Not in my world.” Jisung grinned.
“Just ‘cause you keep fucking straight men, does not negate their existance.” Felix said, bumping his shoulder with Jisung’s.
“Okay, so first of all I don’t fuck straight men, I just don’t discorage when they wanna fuck me.”
“That is absolutely not the whole truth, but go off.” Hyunjin interjected.Han gets introduced to Lee Know who is the most attractive and engaging person he has ever met, unfortunately for him, he is also straight. They become fast friends and Han is happy to keep it at that, but college is a time for experimenting, right?
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Alone, that is what he is meant to be. Every day Minho wakes to a world obsessed with soulmates. Music, television, and books all celebrate the soul’s quest for its perfect mate. Minho doesn’t have one. It’s been a struggle but he’s come to accept it. That is until he meets Han Jisung.
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Pushing away from the warmth holding him he looks into his mother’s eyes. Eyes filled with fear and heartbreak blink back at him.
“Eomma. I don’t have a soulmate.”
________________________________________“Perfection.”
The single word demolishes the dam keeping his emotions at bay. Heavy sobs fall from him as he leans against Felix. Years of worry, anxiety, and fear are washed away by the tide of his soulmate’s affection. His soulmate had found him and they think he is perfect. Him? The blind boy who feels the need to hustle for affection and prove his worth. Him, Han Jisung is perfect in the eyes of his soulmate.
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14 Jun 2026
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Minho is cursed. He has to be. There's no other explanation for how he ended up with a ruined career, busted leg, and is now sitting across the table from the ex-boyfriend who broke his heart. And did he mention how he just learned said ex-boyfriend had a threesome with his best friend? Yeah... one hundred percent cursed... and definitely, one thousand percent not still in love with Han Jisung... maybe...
_________The roulette wheel of emotions, spinning since the week before when he’d first seen Jisung again finally slows to land on one… want. His bruised soul rustles inside of him at the realization. He still wants Jisung…
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Minho is just as beautiful as he remembered. Just as perfect. A flawless collection of delicate lines and sharp angles that had never failed to steal his sanity away. It’d been like that since the first time Jisung saw him. The handsome bartender the forbidden fruit in his garden of Eden. Tired of denying himself and desperate for a taste of sin he’d sworn it would only happen once.
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