crawlingcarrion
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He couldn’t be distracted from what he had to do. Not by the nagging knowledge that they would end up a tragedy like disposable Michael Shelley, like the Sasha who wasn’t, like awful, perfect Tim, like whoever Daisy Tonner could’ve been, like Basira and Melanie and Georgie might yet be, like, like, like. If Martin let it, grief would consume him again. Maybe numbness would save him from what Somewhere Else could have for him. He knew it wouldn’t. But maybe it would save him now.
.......or, martin takes matters into his own hands and gets a do-over. everyone suffers.
rated M for mental illness (and violence)
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i have loved the stars too truly to be fearful of the night by aligningplanets
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
21 Apr 2026
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'Rocky, do you remember the expected, average human lifespan?'
I ask it conversationally but Rocky freezes in place all the same.
'No,' he states.
'No?'
'Yes, Rocky remembers. No, do not want to talk about this.'
I lean back and fold my arms.
'Rock…'
'Grace. No. Bad bad bad.'
Dr Ryland Grace is an old man. Dr Ryland Grace knows what he wants to happen when the time comes. Rocky doesn't want to talk about it.
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Arthur Lester doesn't die from being dismembered. What's anyone even supposed to do at this point?
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Bookmarked by crawlingcarrion
05 Jul 2025
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When the weight of his trauma starts to wear Arthur a little too thin, John does the only thing that any disembodied spirit with one hand and one foot could do: he finds a pen. At least one of them knows when to ask for help.
Bookmarked by crawlingcarrion
22 Jun 2025
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explodes the friends ever with my mind <3
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losing something important by rosesofenvy for BonesoftheTrees, IchthyOccult
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
06 Jun 2025
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"What's John saying?"
Tell him I'm asking what's wrong with you!
"I don't…" Arthur screws his eyes shut and John groans in irritation. It's cut off when Arthur finishes with, "Who?"
Who?! John! Me!Bookmarked by crawlingcarrion
11 Jun 2025
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It is disproportionately confusing, like showing up at his home address only to find a different house on the lot. It isn’t like that, though. No part of this should feel wrong.
Noel’s fingers are touching his wrist. “John?”
“It’s fine.”
“You know,” Noel says, moving to get the bandages. “You’re only a little better at lying these days, daffodil.”
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John nicks his finger while cutting fruit.Bookmarked by crawlingcarrion
03 Jun 2025